ArtsAutosBooksBusinessEducationEntertainmentFamilyFashionFoodGamesGenderHealthHolidaysHomeHubPagesPersonal FinancePetsPoliticsReligionSportsTechnologyTravel

Half Moon Run

Updated on January 2, 2014

Half Moon Run

By Laura Summervlle Reed


I’ve started to run. To draw air into my lungs

to push thoughts out of my head, because

I struggle constantly between the two polar fields

of vanity and grace; the desire to remain one of the

beautiful people and the perseverance to make it so.

After midnight when most people are sleeping

I don a tank top, a pair of shorts that barely

pass as underwear, and cheap sneakers.

My daughter is appalled. I assure her

she shouldn’t worry, all the respectable people

are in their beds by now. My feet hit the concrete

with a gate that is unfamiliar to me.

My usually lithe body becomes ungainly, lumbering.

Perhaps I should do this in heels. I’ve always

been better suited to the dance floor

than an exercise mat. But this should come naturally to me

I have the body of a runner, no, I have the body of

a ten year old boy with the unfortunate luck to have

sprouted the breast of a forty-five year old, mother of two.

I am a solitary creature. I plod along so late at my clumsy pace

for this reason. I choose no plodding companion

but the moon. Tonight there is half of her.

There has been half of me for quite some time and she knows,

and she urges me along with her pensive gaze and wan smile.


Dear Moon, Do you ever tire of the constant changes?

I think not. ‘Tis what makes you whole again. Tomorrow you

are one day closer to being new again. A fresh start,

a clean slate. Dear Moon, Teach me the gracefulness

of your phases, the endings, the beginnings, those that

make you whole, again.


©LSR 2010

Comments

    0 of 8192 characters used
    Post Comment

    • lalesu profile imageAUTHOR

      lalesu 

      8 years ago from south of the Mason-Dixon

      Dear Epigramman, from atop this pedestal that you've placed me, surely the world will be able to see the light emanating from my writing, LOL! Your compliments always bring a smile, and I thank you so very much! :D

    • epigramman profile image

      epigramman 

      8 years ago

      the daylight has finally come into my life and I don't mean the one in the sky over my lake (here at Lake Como in Italy - George Clooney is my neighbor) where was I - oh yes - the daylight has finally come into my life and I don't mean the one in the sky over my lake - that's incredibly passe - I mean the daylight which emanates from your words - words of light - and they shine the way- I must follow and enjoy a new renaissance!

    • lalesu profile imageAUTHOR

      lalesu 

      8 years ago from south of the Mason-Dixon

      Stan, I'm pretty blown away by the compliment, thank you!

    • Stan Fletcher profile image

      Stan Fletcher 

      8 years ago from Nashville, TN

      Wow. I am completely blown away - as a runner and a writer, I am very impressed. So glad I finally got over here. Incredible stuff. Can't wait to read more.

    • lalesu profile imageAUTHOR

      lalesu 

      8 years ago from south of the Mason-Dixon

      Oh, Epigramman, thank you, once again for you kind and generous words.

    • epigramman profile image

      epigramman 

      8 years ago

      apparently the sun has asked permission to use your smile - and moving right along: you are one of the best writers I have seen on these hubpages - bravooooooooooooooooooooooo!

    • lalesu profile imageAUTHOR

      lalesu 

      8 years ago from south of the Mason-Dixon

      Glad to hear it. The crescent moon is in Taurus right now and plodding along is what we Taureans do best, lol!

    • Wayne Brown profile image

      Wayne Brown 

      8 years ago from Texas

      Hey. Laura...don't you worry, we're all running with you. There's a disturbance in the force.

    • lalesu profile imageAUTHOR

      lalesu 

      8 years ago from south of the Mason-Dixon

      Thank you, my friend; you are not the only one who has tsk'd, tsk'd me for the hours I conduct many of my solitary activities. I will keep a wary eye out and I must remember to get some pepper spray.

    • MFB III profile image

      MFB III 

      8 years ago from United States

      ah, just you and the moon, what a lovely picture that makes, just watch out for the non-respectable people who aren't in their beds, who prowl the night, and look for runners who plod along....perhaps a treadmill and a video of the moon would be safer. LOL, now you've got me worried about you...it is just the military police side of me coming out. get some pepper spray just in case, and practicing some really fast sprints.....Godspeed on your nightly runs.~~~MFB III

    • lalesu profile imageAUTHOR

      lalesu 

      8 years ago from south of the Mason-Dixon

      Thank you for your kind words. I often give myself good advice; I rarely take it, perhaps I will listen better to fresh voices.

    • Wayne Brown profile image

      Wayne Brown 

      8 years ago from Texas

      No...torture never did as much for me as one good cry did. I was lucky. I found a way to let go or better yet, it found me. Do not keep the emotions of this inside...let it out and let a new day find you. Never, never, neveret this affect you self-esteem. Regardless of what happens to us in life, we are never helpless or alone until confronted by our own death. Until then. Life goes on.. live it to the fullest!

    • lalesu profile imageAUTHOR

      lalesu 

      8 years ago from south of the Mason-Dixon

      28 years here - Will I need to run twice as far or two times a day, do you think?

    • Wayne Brown profile image

      Wayne Brown 

      8 years ago from Texas

      Reminds me of me when I was going through a divorce after 14 years...I ran my heart out on daily basis...I loved the pain!

    • lalesu profile imageAUTHOR

      lalesu 

      8 years ago from south of the Mason-Dixon

      Thank you, Laurel!

    • lorlie6 profile image

      Laurel Rogers 

      8 years ago from Bishop, Ca

      So, so beautiful, Laura.

      You've a new fan!

    • lalesu profile imageAUTHOR

      lalesu 

      8 years ago from south of the Mason-Dixon

      Charlie, you always tell me I can write. One of these days I'm going to post something truly horrific just to see how much wind you'll blow up my skirt, LMAO!, but as always, thank you for your encouragement.

      Hello Seraphim11, what a beautiful pseudonym, and thank you, I'm glad you like it.

    • profile image

      seraphim11 

      8 years ago

      I really like this :)

    • profile image

      ralwus 

      8 years ago

      Oh how you make me desire youth again! tomorrow comes plenty fast enough, each one a little quicker until one day, you dear there will be no more left for you. Enjoy them all one day at a time and live girl. Nice job again. You can write. Thanks, CC

    • lalesu profile imageAUTHOR

      lalesu 

      8 years ago from south of the Mason-Dixon

      Truly glad y'all enjoy it. Thank you for your kind words...as well as your additional beautiful verse, Micky Dee!

    • Moulik Mistry profile image

      Moulik Mistry 

      8 years ago from Burdwan, West Bengal, India

      Beautiful - it just rocks...

    • Micky Dee profile image

      Micky Dee 

      8 years ago

      Very nice thoughts! Running! Propelling yourself physically in the moonlight. About a hundred years ago I lived 12 miles from a larger city and job. I rode my bike to my job. I rode my bike to socialize in the evening. I rode my bike home- often in the moonlight.

      I can ride for hours by beautiful flowers.

      Mile after mile with bugs in my smile.

      Sometimes I get thrills from "screaming down-hills",

      Or a fog covered road laced with daffodils.

      Often at night with stars so bright,

      I ride with my love in the pale moonlight.

      Thank you. You brought back some pretty thoughts!

    • Michael Shane profile image

      Michael Shane 

      8 years ago from Gadsden, Alabama

      Great job!

    • lalesu profile imageAUTHOR

      lalesu 

      8 years ago from south of the Mason-Dixon

      Thank you, betherann.

    • betherann profile image

      Beth Morey 

      8 years ago from Montana

      I like this!

    working

    This website uses cookies

    As a user in the EEA, your approval is needed on a few things. To provide a better website experience, hubpages.com uses cookies (and other similar technologies) and may collect, process, and share personal data. Please choose which areas of our service you consent to our doing so.

    For more information on managing or withdrawing consents and how we handle data, visit our Privacy Policy at: https://hubpages.com/privacy-policy#gdpr

    Show Details
    Necessary
    HubPages Device IDThis is used to identify particular browsers or devices when the access the service, and is used for security reasons.
    LoginThis is necessary to sign in to the HubPages Service.
    Google RecaptchaThis is used to prevent bots and spam. (Privacy Policy)
    AkismetThis is used to detect comment spam. (Privacy Policy)
    HubPages Google AnalyticsThis is used to provide data on traffic to our website, all personally identifyable data is anonymized. (Privacy Policy)
    HubPages Traffic PixelThis is used to collect data on traffic to articles and other pages on our site. Unless you are signed in to a HubPages account, all personally identifiable information is anonymized.
    Amazon Web ServicesThis is a cloud services platform that we used to host our service. (Privacy Policy)
    CloudflareThis is a cloud CDN service that we use to efficiently deliver files required for our service to operate such as javascript, cascading style sheets, images, and videos. (Privacy Policy)
    Google Hosted LibrariesJavascript software libraries such as jQuery are loaded at endpoints on the googleapis.com or gstatic.com domains, for performance and efficiency reasons. (Privacy Policy)
    Features
    Google Custom SearchThis is feature allows you to search the site. (Privacy Policy)
    Google MapsSome articles have Google Maps embedded in them. (Privacy Policy)
    Google ChartsThis is used to display charts and graphs on articles and the author center. (Privacy Policy)
    Google AdSense Host APIThis service allows you to sign up for or associate a Google AdSense account with HubPages, so that you can earn money from ads on your articles. No data is shared unless you engage with this feature. (Privacy Policy)
    Google YouTubeSome articles have YouTube videos embedded in them. (Privacy Policy)
    VimeoSome articles have Vimeo videos embedded in them. (Privacy Policy)
    PaypalThis is used for a registered author who enrolls in the HubPages Earnings program and requests to be paid via PayPal. No data is shared with Paypal unless you engage with this feature. (Privacy Policy)
    Facebook LoginYou can use this to streamline signing up for, or signing in to your Hubpages account. No data is shared with Facebook unless you engage with this feature. (Privacy Policy)
    MavenThis supports the Maven widget and search functionality. (Privacy Policy)
    Marketing
    Google AdSenseThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    Google DoubleClickGoogle provides ad serving technology and runs an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    Index ExchangeThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    SovrnThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    Facebook AdsThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    Amazon Unified Ad MarketplaceThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    AppNexusThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    OpenxThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    Rubicon ProjectThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    TripleLiftThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    Say MediaWe partner with Say Media to deliver ad campaigns on our sites. (Privacy Policy)
    Remarketing PixelsWe may use remarketing pixels from advertising networks such as Google AdWords, Bing Ads, and Facebook in order to advertise the HubPages Service to people that have visited our sites.
    Conversion Tracking PixelsWe may use conversion tracking pixels from advertising networks such as Google AdWords, Bing Ads, and Facebook in order to identify when an advertisement has successfully resulted in the desired action, such as signing up for the HubPages Service or publishing an article on the HubPages Service.
    Statistics
    Author Google AnalyticsThis is used to provide traffic data and reports to the authors of articles on the HubPages Service. (Privacy Policy)
    ComscoreComScore is a media measurement and analytics company providing marketing data and analytics to enterprises, media and advertising agencies, and publishers. Non-consent will result in ComScore only processing obfuscated personal data. (Privacy Policy)
    Amazon Tracking PixelSome articles display amazon products as part of the Amazon Affiliate program, this pixel provides traffic statistics for those products (Privacy Policy)