Have i failed
Have I failed?
Dreams of what could be.
All I can do is dream.
Its all I have,
And I can't understand what's turned them so bad.
They were dreams but now they're nightmares.
I want nothing for me.
I just want to help you,
Through the hard times that are coming .
But I'm afraid I will lose you,
To the vicious dogs of time.
And my heart begins to whine,
It whimpers for you.
I understand that I have to let go of what could have been.
But I want to know if I've failed you.
Did you hope for more?
Did I disappoint?
Now I wonder if it matters.
If you care as much as you say.
I think of it every day.
And I wish I'd done more for you.
I wanted so much but what did I do?
Did I disappoint you?
Is that why it feels like you want nothing to do with me?