He Never Barge In To My Life

It's been awhile I wrote something except for three birthday poems. I was waiting for new thoughts to come into my heart. Mind is fully occupied with so many things. I wanted to write yet still didn't want to write. It's funny. I enjoy writing and it makes me very happy specially I can relax after I write things... These are some random thoughts...

I have been sick for sometime with this ache and that ache in my knees and my shoulder. Dissatisfied and disappointed specially when I tried to achieve some planned things of mine.... So I guess I found colours to play around with which made me so happy. Made some gifts out of wool as I was unable to stitch. Knitting isn't really my thing but enjoyed crocheting time to time. Simply played with colours painting and trying out new crafts... it was loads of fun. Even tried some recipes as well which was tasty according to my sis and mom.

I'm not a big fan of medicine. Who is? Whenever I take medicine I had to ask God's help to swallow multi coloured tablets. Now dont I have faith anymore that God can heal me?

I remember how God healed my spine by giving me a new one where doctors said it was decading when I was only fifteen. I was only 13 when God healed me of gastritis which was terrible at that time. I was so sick and tired of taking medicine. But God healed me. I think I have come this far only through the grace of God.

I remember at a prayer meeting when the preacher said that there's someone with piles and God is going to heal if only you come forward, I didn't go, out of embarrassment and I really regret for months after that. But God is a loving Father. When you earnestly pray for His healing you receive it and it was one of the greatest day of my life. I prayed for months and thank God I'm healed.

Two weeks ago with my mother went to a healing service. It was great. Sometimes more than the physical healing needs mental healing. I was encouraged by the testimonies which I heard. Only thing is that I don't remember all the details.

Let's see. .....

The Senior Pastor who is now rich with Grand and Great children
At the age of sixteen and half ran away from home
He was lost for a preacher's son who had no vision
Ultimately led him to take his very life away from home.

He had written three letters of final fairwell to those who matter
But God had a different plan and a purpose to which he was created
The loving power of Jesus Christ opened a new chapter
He was transformed into the new from the life of hatred.

He went home a different young man who loved Jesus
The prayers of his parents were answered
Since then he had been sharing the Gospel of Jesus
Continued his studies and now all is mastered.

Then there was a family who had to go through some hard times
The beautiful lady couldn't have children from her womb
But the Lord who answers the prayers of His children
A lovely baby girl and a smart baby boy came from the blessed womb.

So each person comes to this world at the perfect time of God
There's no mistake or accident, not even late to take part
To worship and praise, have a wonderful relationship with God
So start by giving your life to Jesus and accept Him to your heart.

Another gentleman knew Jesus only as a prophet sent by God
Lived a life trying to fill the emptiness by going to the nightclub
Then had a personal encounter with the Living sovereign God
Time to time Jesus Christ gives him a big loving hug.

Jesus Christ He never barge into your life or mine
He simply wait and knocks at the door of your heart
It's upto you and me to open so with Him we can dine
Have a relationship like no other in your heart.

I went to a conference to give a helping hand

There I met a kid who is just like other kids I know of

Making faces fascinated with his own acts

But who needs extra attention from all of us.

He has a loving way of expressing himself

Friendly boy who is born with down syndrome

Playful and joyful just like the name

And the Big brother seems to be his best friend.

Running and catches seems to be his favourite game

In checkered shirt and shorts he looks cute

He likes to do cool handshakes with guys

And he's the Mama's precious boy.

His elder sister appeared as a lovely girl

I guess being at one place made her restless

She's demanding with her Mama just like my sister

Yet she's Dad's beautiful little princess.

Joy is normal not weird but different

A blessing that brings love to the hearts

I pray that God takes a good care of him

His parents and the two siblings.

My study buddy is my little sister

We study theology in our church

Not to worry her brain works so well

She could relate things very well.

She takes short notes where I write long

Though she can drive me nuts

It's nice to have her around

To discuss and share our thoughts.

She could play the violin,drums,guitar and piano

She can sing beautifully in perfect harmony

She's a multi tasking multi talented person

Who inspires me not to give up but to thrive .

I love to watch movies. Specially the animated ones. Barbie movies are my favourites, but according to my brother I need to grow up. I enjoy watching Sofia the First. All these stories teach some good thing for life.

I don't like violent movies. I don't mind watching movies about superheroes and alien invasions. I think I don't like movies about domestic violence and the families that separates from each other. Also lot of movies which use swearing words and some bad words as I find them very disturbing.

I know that I'm a very curious person. I might chase curiosities but I would never ever go after anyone as a principle, otherwise some people get the wrong idea that I come after them because I don't have anybody else to be with. As far as I know about me is that, I enjoy my own company more than being around anybody else. If I enjoy someone's company then I will be hanging around that person, and in case if that person doesn't enjoy mine, I keep away.

I appreciate when a person comes to me and say the problem or something he or she sees in me rather than going after behind my back and saying not nice things about me. I think if a person do that he or she is genuinely cares about my well being so that i could correct myself according to the situation. ..and those who are not are basically jealous of me and the relationships that I have with others. Sometimes when I happen to hear what this person or that person has said, I feel sad knowing it, then again as long as I know who I am and what I am and if I'm not depending on those who say not nice things about me, frankly I can't be bothered much. What matters to me most is what my family thinks of me and the trust they have on me.

When I create something for someone, I have noticed most of the time, its hardly appreciated by the receiver but it's been admired by those who are around me. So when I do something for someone I hardly expect anything from anyone. I just love the idea of creating something and enjoy the process of making that idea. After I give that to the person I made for, it's not my problem and I can't be bothered that much. I don't know whether it's a good thing or a bad thing.

I mostly apply this around people whom I interact with, the principle of less expectations means less dissappointments, but when it comes to dealing with guys , it comes to as no expectations means no disappointments. Then nobody has the power over me.

As I said earlier I have a curiosity problem, so until I get a satisfactory answer I chase what I need to know...

I'm curious about Jesus christ and God. So I go to church to understand and to know more about Him, His desires and how He's like. It's funny sometimes people turn and twist what's written in the word of God for their own benefit. This is why it's important to read the bible by yourself to improve on your faith and to know the truth so that others can't play with your feelings or manipulate you for their gain.

We all are sinners and that's why we need a saviour to save us from the sin and connect us to the Holy Father God. Papa God hates the sin, but loves the sinner. I love to share what I know about Papa God so that you too would experience His love.