Help! I Need Help. Will You Help Me Before It is Too Late?

Help! I need help and don’t know what to do.

My soulmate who I have loved all my life and my best friend have deceived me too

Look, can’t you see I am trembling and my mind is not stable

She broke my mind when she told me she was in love with Able.

I couldn’t believe what I had just heard, I smashed my head into a glass window

For the woman I loved for eternity has just let me go

I can’t take it, I just can’t take it anymore

The thought of her being held in his arms, makes suicide sound like a dream come true

I think about it daily, but maybe I am a little scared

The thought of ending my life sounded a little weird

Then as i stepped through the gate there they were holding hands and walking down the street

My eyes began to get hazy, my legs began to get weak

I felt my heart exploded a little bit, but somehow it was still pounding

I clenched my fist so hard my fingernails cut my hand and blood began oozing

I looked at my bleeding self and smiled and went back in

Then broke a glass, slit my wrist and lay at the window still

Now I will be gone, heaven or hell I don’t really care

My heart has been released of the pain, now it can repair.