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My Hidden Tears

Updated on August 28, 2011

I hid myself in my room
And tears start to form my eyes
Soon my tears get heavier
It fall from my eyes
caressing my pink cheek continuously

I hidden it so my mother won't see
The pain that I’m encountering after what I hear
That my mother has a hole in her heart
And Bullaemphasyma

It really stress me out
To hear what she has
My heart is aching and so is my head
My soul is melting in my heart
And hope died down...

The disease she has
That form her lung
Leave 37% for her to live
She carry oxygen every where she goes...
The cause is not because she smoke
But inhalation of bomb during the Khmer Rouge

That's not all she have but she have heart problem too
Her heat beat uncontrollably that could lead up to 150
It's not fun and it's not easy..
To see my mother encountering such hell

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    • chanroth profile imageAUTHOR

      chanroth 

      7 years ago from California, USA

      Yes, this is a true story. My mother is going through it and I have not decide. My father don't want her to go in surgery and just leave it like it is because he just not ready to see her suffer again. She just had her second surgery just last year. Didn't want to go in again. Thank you for the post and of course I will share more poems. Thanks! :)

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      Teylina 

      7 years ago

      Going w/downpourofwords: Imagery should do it, so keep at it. You've got the heart and the soul. And if this is true, I'm so terribly sorry but it will be cathartic for you to keep us posted. Seems here we all care.

    • downpourofwords profile image

      downpourofwords 

      7 years ago from Dallas, Texas, USA

      Good one. Just need to add more imagery to your lines and there you are, a poet in the making. keep writing

    • blueorpurple profile image

      blueorpurple 

      7 years ago

      just wow... you seems really a good writer. share some more.

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