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How Can I Not Follow?

Updated on July 28, 2017
following   a partial eclipse.
following a partial eclipse. | Source

How Can I Not Follow

Just when I think It's the end, I find it's just the beginning.

Just when I think I've found redemption, I begin again with the sinning.

just when I have a moment of clarity, I find I'm in the midst of confusion

Just when I think I'm Happy, I find it was just an illusion.

I opened the door to my own death and was well aware when I took my last breath.

Nothing is as it seems.

The moon goes around the earth, the earth goes around the sun,

How can I not follow?

We bury all our dead soldiers then claim "we won!"

I suffer in silence, not because I have nothing to say,

It's just that I think you'd take it the wrong way.

So Around I go, the moon goes around the earth, the earth goes around the sun,

How can I not follow?

This is a little Life I've made. Finally I realize I'm not going to dig my own grave.

But, in my cold hands I find a spade.

I'm claiming a profit but the bills haven't been paid.

Then grief closes in and I feel ashamed.

Just those ugly memories I thought would fade.

The moon goes around the earth, the earth goes around the sun,

How can I not follow?

All teenagers have grand illusions, and pride is a hard thing to swallow.

Love feel's like forever but it was mine only to borrow,

and all the happiness I find may not chase away my sorrow.

We think the ground we walk on is solid, only to fall through and

find it was just hollow, yesterday is followed by today and today is followed by tomorrow,

How can I not follow?



At that age care free at the time

as a teen, obviously care free at the moment running with some of my beloved pets on our farm in New Hampshire.
as a teen, obviously care free at the moment running with some of my beloved pets on our farm in New Hampshire. | Source

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    • Ellen Karman profile imageAUTHOR

      Ellen Karman 

      6 years ago from medina, Ohio

      Dear Peanutritious, thank you very much! I sure appreciate it! Thank you for visiting and having a read! Ellen

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      Ellen Karman 

      6 years ago from medina, Ohio

      Thank you so much!!!! I feel honored!!! I commented at the bottom, dummy me just noticed after I hit accept that I can hit a reply button instead of replying at the bottom lol. Wow, Thank you so much for loving it, this means a ton to me! Ellen

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      Ellen Karman 

      6 years ago from medina, Ohio

      Oh my Goodness Victoria Lynn, thank you so much!!! Wow that's an honor!! I've said this before and I'll say it again, coming from you, I am so happy you love it!!! Ellen

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      Tara Carbery 

      6 years ago from Cheshire, UK

      Interesting and well written.

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      Victoria Lynn 

      6 years ago from Arkansas, USA

      Ellen, I just read this again, and still love, love, love it! I'm sharing it with followers!

    • Ellen Karman profile imageAUTHOR

      Ellen Karman 

      6 years ago from medina, Ohio

      Thank you Red Elf for you comment, and thank you for the up and awesome comment! So appreciate you reading or visiting me! Thank you, Ellen

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      RedElf 

      6 years ago from Canada

      Lovely photos - thank you for this glimpse into you. Up and awesome!

    • Ellen Karman profile imageAUTHOR

      Ellen Karman 

      6 years ago from medina, Ohio

      Hey Dusty - Great comment, I so enjoy anything you seem to write, I too have wondered about many things. But, it's fun to see what each day may bring! Hope today brings you much happiness! Ellen

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      50 Caliber 

      6 years ago from Arizona

      Aye, indeed "how can I not follow?" does the moon really go around the earth? I don't know, I often wonder if it doesn't just set there as the rock we live on spins round making the appearance that the moon moves as well, I am no physicist or doubter of the power that is, the creator in his magnificence built it all to work so well together, they say the moon pulls the tide as well as many things they say, I remain unconvinced but one day after a time of wondering I will meet the creator who will touch me and his wisdom I will receive, and then I have faith I will know. For now it matters little to me and I wonder will it matter to me then, but as you eloquently wrote "how can we not follow?"

      Much Peace, Love and Blessings, may you find here in wait,

      You seen to have it nailed down complete,

      so here I move on to my day, I must follow,

      dusty

    • Ellen Karman profile imageAUTHOR

      Ellen Karman 

      6 years ago from medina, Ohio

      Dear Xastatic, Sometimes a repeated line works out for me if I feel it get's stronger with the emotion or it could go the other way according to the poem and get softer. Thank you for the comment I appreciate it very much!

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      Jim Higgins 

      6 years ago from Eugene, Oregon

      This is excellent! I love that repeated line "how can I not follow..."

    • Ellen Karman profile imageAUTHOR

      Ellen Karman 

      6 years ago from medina, Ohio

      Thank you Victoria Lynn, from you this means a lot to me! Thank you again! Ellen

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      Victoria Lynn 

      6 years ago from Arkansas, USA

      Deep thoughts, great rhythm! I love the photo, too. Nice work here!

    • Ellen Karman profile imageAUTHOR

      Ellen Karman 

      6 years ago from medina, Ohio

      thank you so much Harliquinn, I love when one seems to come together. I guess that keeps us writing!! Thank you, you and every one on here are great writers! I love that I stumbled on it! Ellen :)

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      harliquinn 

      6 years ago

      Great poem. I loved your rhyme scheme and word pattern.

    • Ellen Karman profile imageAUTHOR

      Ellen Karman 

      6 years ago from medina, Ohio

      Oh thank you so much - Coming from you Mhattergg that means a lot. thank you Ellen

    • Ellen Karman profile imageAUTHOR

      Ellen Karman 

      6 years ago from medina, Ohio

      Oh thank you so much - Coming from you Mhattergg that means a lot. thank you Ellen

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      Martin Kloess 

      6 years ago from San Francisco

      well woven words... and ideas. thank you

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