How Can I Not Follow?

Just when I think It's the end, I find it's just the beginning.

Just when I think I've found redemption, I begin again with the sinning.

just when I have a moment of clarity, I find I'm in the midst of confusion

Just when I think I'm Happy, I find it was just an illusion.

I opened the door to my own death and was well aware when I took my last breath.

Nothing is as it seems.

The moon goes around the earth, the earth goes around the sun,

How can I not follow?

We bury all our dead soldiers then claim "we won!"

I suffer in silence, not because I have nothing to say,

It's just that I think you'd take it the wrong way.

So Around I go, the moon goes around the earth, the earth goes around the sun,

How can I not follow?

This is a little Life I've made. Finally I realize I'm not going to dig my own grave.

But, in my cold hands I find a spade.

I'm claiming a profit but the bills haven't been paid.

Then grief closes in and I feel ashamed.

Just those ugly memories I thought would fade.

The moon goes around the earth, the earth goes around the sun,

How can I not follow?

All teenagers have grand illusions, and pride is a hard thing to swallow.

Love feel's like forever but it was mine only to borrow,

and all the happiness I find may not chase away my sorrow.

We think the ground we walk on is solid, only to fall through and

find it was just hollow, yesterday is followed by today and today is followed by tomorrow,

How can I not follow?