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I Feel Your Pain (Suicide Awareness) - a poem

Updated on August 12, 2013
Copyright-Nick Wolf
Copyright-Nick Wolf

I Feel Your Pain (Suicide Awareness)

I look in your eyes I can see your pain

Depressing,

Suicidal,

Overwhelming thoughts

Have overtaken you

You try to hide it

You don't want to reveal it

You don't want to admit it

You feel ashamed;

Filled with regret,

Guilt,

Hatred of yourself

"How much longer?"

You plead

You've cried out

You've flooded your pillow with tears too many times

You feel alone

But I feel your pain

Everyday you ask yourself:

"Why don't I give up?"

You feel like there's no point;

No point to continue

No point to keep going

No point to keep trying

No point to believe that there is hope

Debating,

Thinking,

Wondering,

Wishing for the pain to end,

"When will this end?"

I feel your pain

You're to the point of feeling like there's no way out

"Should I overdose?

Should I drive off a cliff?

Should I cut my wrists?

Should I shoot myself?

Should I just hang myself?

Should I just give up?"

These thoughts constantly come through your mind

Uncertainty,

Fear,

Doubt,

These feelings overwhelm your soul

I feel your pain, my friend

I know what your feeling

I know what loneliness feels like

I know the feeling of weeping

All day; everyday

I know what it's like to not get any sleep

I know what it's like to feel like your in complete darkness

I know what hopelessness feels like

I've been in your same position

Contemplating,

Debating,

Considering to end it all,

I feel your pain

You're not alone

Don't give up

Life is worth it

There is hope

Reach out

Don't give up

-Nick Wolf (2-27-2013)

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    • nwolf93 profile imageAUTHOR

      Nicholas Wolf 

      5 years ago from Dana Point, California

      Thank you Mhatter99- Talking to someone definitely helps overcome and understand pain.

      Thank you ziyena- You are absolutely right. I want to reach out to others, letting them know that there is hope and you can overcome anything.

      Thank you wildove5- I appreciate your feedback and I have begun to find hope and peace.

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      Martin Kloess 

      5 years ago from San Francisco

      Good work. With me, it was the pain, but a teacher's ear got me through.

    • ziyena profile image

      ECLECTIC PLETHORA 

      5 years ago from LOST IN TIME

      There are so many who are lost and hopeless ... all they need is one positive word. Thank you for your message. Voting UP

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      wildove5 

      5 years ago from Cumberland, R.I.

      Very dark, very personal! I hope you have found hope and peace!

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