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I MEANT TO LOVE YOU

Updated on March 12, 2016

I MEANT TO LOVE YOU

I meant to love you but I couldn’t

I couldn’t get past the abuse of my childhood

I couldn’t get past how rejected I felt

I couldn’t get past how unloved I felt by my parents


I meant to love you but I couldn’t

I couldn’t get past the bullies who shamed me

I couldn’t get past the lack of friends I had

I couldn’t get past the men who raped me


I meant to love you but I couldn’t

I couldn’t get past my inability to complete my education

I couldn’t get past how worthless I felt

I couldn’t get past people telling me how worthless I was


I meant to love you but I couldn’t

I couldn’t get past the last guy who used and abused me

I couldn’t get past the last guy who lied to me

I couldn’t get past the last guy who stole my heart


I meant to love you but I couldn’t

I had to love my children

I had to protect my children

I had only enough love for my children


I meant to love you but I couldn’t

I couldn’t get past the mistakes that you made

I couldn’t get pass my past

So I couldn’t get to see you


I meant to love you but I couldn’t

I tried but I couldn’t

I was broken

Too broken to love you


I meant to love you but I couldn’t

I really meant to love you

I tried to love you

I thought I could love you, but I couldn’t


I meant to love you but I couldn’t

I couldn’t trust you with my heart

I couldn’t trust you in my life

I just didn’t know how to trust you


I meant to love you but I couldn’t

I couldn’t stop being afraid

I couldn’t stop believing the negatives

I couldn’t stop feeling unworthy of your love


I meant to love you but I couldn’t

I couldn’t get pass all that haunted me

I didn’t know I needed to fix me first

Before I could love you


I meant to love you but I just couldn’t.

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