I Wish To

I wish to leave everything and go away,

Hope is too little & too much is at stake.

I couldn’t find that one straw of support,

I can feel I am losing now, unable to hold.

They say God is there, he is the love force,

But he doesn’t see me or pain of my core.

Maybe he is too busy counting our loafs,

Or primary for him is our life’s other store.

Still I would try to give myself energy dose,

No one else can give it to me, I am all alone.

Thirst for care I’ve to satiate through my hose,

Yet I collect all faith for my heart is still coarse.

-Charu B.