I Can but I Would Not

I took a look in my mirror then I asked.

Why do i have to wear this mask?

Glance at my wrist, saw the slash.

Fruit of my heart being so crushed.

Pieces of the mirror scattered around.

Blood and deafening silence, i heard it so loud.

That's what I always think and see in my head.

Imagining myself, living like dead.

I can stab my heart, bleed and die.

Or drown myself and look into sky.

I can hang my body in ceiling, with a rope.

Get overdose or eat a soap.

Surely, i can do it but i would never.

Cause the pain i feel won't be forever.

If this leaves a permanent mark.

Then I would try to live in the dark.