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I Hope It Rains

Updated on May 18, 2020
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Amani is a university student who loves writing. I have been writing since I was twelve. I love writing.

I hope it rains today. This days the stars don't stir the memories I want.. Just not the right memories...

. I don't think my heart has had a constant cycle for a while now, I don't think have been myself for a while either...

You've been gone way too long, I think I'm loosing it.. Or maybe I already lost it and it hasn't hit me just yet.
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I crave you more than the chicken wings you for sure know am addicted to. Sometimes all I need to know is that you are there so that I can be fine.
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I can't even lie, nobody can read my eyes anymore. Like if I wanted to hide, I bet nobody will find me even if I tried making it easy for them to find me, but you would in a matter of moments.. Which sometimes is a bit scary cause sometimes I hide to far that I even forget where am at....
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Just a little sanity, like a long see breeze is all I want, but every time the wind blows the migraines kick in and I can't even enjoy those few seconds...
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I just hope it rains, those nightmares are becoming a series that's way too scary and maybe I'll sleep alright...
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Maybe that thick line between the sides will fade and I'll get to say hello and see that smile once again...

© 2020 Amani Utembu

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    • Nella DiCarlo profile image

      Nella DiCarlo 

      5 days ago from Guelph, Ontario

      Great job on this poem, The title caught my eye and i enjoyed reading through it

    • moinpathan profile image

      Moin Khan Muzammil 

      6 days ago from B/28, Madni Park, Dungri Road, Bharuch

      Amazing! You poured your heart out! That's a great poem! I appreciate it! Keep Writing!

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      BRENDA ARLEDGE 

      6 days ago from Washington Court House

      Let's hope they fade away and you get to see that smile once again.

      It's obvious she loves you if she is the one can find you no matter how hard you try to hide.

      Besides...she knows how much you love chicken wings.

      Let yourself feel the craving in real life.

      Start living the way your heart wants too.

      Nice write about desire and being afraid.

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      Clive Williams 

      6 days ago from Jamaica

      Good Song

    • The Stages Of ME profile image

      Kathy Henderson 

      6 days ago from Pa

      This is a beautiful piece. Like looking right into a broken heart. I do hope you feel comfort and support all around you. Writings such as this stir thought and empathy. Blessings to you.

    • Chatra Ram Lahua profile image

      CHATRA RAM 

      6 days ago from BARMER INDIA

      Thank you for gifting such a wonderful poem

      I wish you a good day

      I hope you will keep writing like this and keep us acquainted with your good writing.

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      Lilian 

      6 days ago

      Great work buddy

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