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I hurt, I feel and my heart will die.

Updated on June 4, 2016

I hurt

I hurt inside

But you are blind.

You are there

But you don't care!

Misery

Yes I am miserable

and full of hate.

Yes I cry

and yes I lie

I am not important

What am I to you?

I have no clue.

Yes I am mean

oh Yes I am cruel.

Look at me!

Look at me?

So what do you see?

Oh I forget,

you already left me.

So this is the end.

Why am I here?

What should I do?

Maybe I should say good bye

To All Of You!

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    • lisavanvorst profile imageAUTHOR

      Lisa VanVorst 

      2 years ago from New Jersey

      Thank you Shprd74, for stopping by to read and comment. I haven't checked this site lately and am typing this thank you from work. Sad one this is. Hopefully I will have good ones to come. Thanks again.

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      Hari Prasad S 

      2 years ago from Bangalore

      Lisa, so heart felt poem. Loved it.

      - hari

    • lisavanvorst profile imageAUTHOR

      Lisa VanVorst 

      2 years ago from New Jersey

      Thank you Aviannoice and Lawrence for reading this. I am sure most of us can at one time or another relate to this poem. Sad but true.

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      Lawrence Hebb 

      2 years ago from Hamilton, New Zealand

      There's much to ponder in this poem. I could identify with much of it.

      Lawrence

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      Deb Hirt 

      2 years ago from Stillwater, OK

      I think we can all relate to what you have said, at one time or another.

    • lisavanvorst profile imageAUTHOR

      Lisa VanVorst 

      2 years ago from New Jersey

      Thanks for reading DDE. Yes a sad poem of a tormented soul.

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      Devika Primić 

      2 years ago from Dubrovnik, Croatia

      Mixed emotions are real and certainly makes one feel confused.

    • lisavanvorst profile imageAUTHOR

      Lisa VanVorst 

      2 years ago from New Jersey

      Thank you Larry and always for visiting and commenting on my new hub. Yes we all go through tough times, but getting through these times is the key to survival.

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      Ruby Jean Richert 

      2 years ago from Southern Illinois

      This is sad. We all have these emotions at times. Thank goodness they don't last. Feel better and know that tomorrow will be better if we believe....

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      Larry Rankin 

      2 years ago from Oklahoma

      Great read. All emotions we feel are valid, because we feel them.

    • lisavanvorst profile imageAUTHOR

      Lisa VanVorst 

      2 years ago from New Jersey

      Thanks Frank, as usual it is very sad. My best writing is when I am at my lowest point.

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      Frank Atanacio 

      2 years ago from Shelton

      poetically raw Lisa.. I loved it

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