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IF AM BEING HONEST

Updated on June 17, 2019

I hope you can smell the sincerity in my words whenever I type " I love you " and can't really say it to you in person..
... I can't help it but my head won't stop stressing out that I probably need you more than you need me..
. If I said I only care about how you feel more than whatever happens to me, you'd probably never believe it but I just have to say even if it takes you a while to see it.
..
I honestly have written so many songs about you and am just not around most of the times, I'd probably just sing them to you all the times just to see you smile..
I have many rough but sincere poems have written that I want to wrap on chocolate bars and have them delivered to your door..
Have framed a couple of your photos too, and one is at my side table, so I can see your smile everytime I wake up...
.. Sometimes love isn't just enough to express how I feel...
..
If love is really blind then please add on a blindfolder cause I want to fall deeper.
If love is a poison please make sure that my glass never get empty ..
.
But am not really the best at handling this feelings..
I may occasionally hug you or kiss you passionately in public because you literally drive me crazy.
I'll probably hold your hand throughout whenever we are outdoors until you get tired of it..
I'll spoil you with my cooking because am not much into going out for grabs..
I'll probably make you memorize my favorite tunes so we sing along together whenever we going out on a drive..
I'll make you watch football with me so I won't have to complain when you ask me me to take your to the salonist....
....
And I promise that I'll love you more and more everyday because you are everything I ever wanted...
Because if am being honest , every moment with you feels like heaven.
..
Inkmade ™

© 2019 Amani Utembu

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    • Amani Utembu profile imageAUTHOR

      Amani Utembu 

      9 months ago from Nairobi -Kenya

      Thanks Brenda

    • Brenda Arledge profile image

      BRENDA ARLEDGE 

      9 months ago from Washington Court House

      Sincere loving words. Quite heartfelt and touching.

      Good read.

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