If I Ever Knew About You : A Poem

If I ever knew what I will have after waiting for so long

I will never so easy to fall down and gave up while alone

So many mistakes I have done while I drown myself inside my silly depressing time for long

Hurt myself, almost ruin my life, collecting sins, my gift is a one way ticket to hell, ah, I am drowning

If I ever knew what I will gain after waiting for so long

I will stay in good spirits; always smiling while looking for place where I belong

So many slips should not happen, which now are impossible to undo

Inside I’m rotted of hundreds of tons of remorse, what will I do?

If I ever knew how blessed I am after waiting for so long

Never will I question my fate;

Let those worries fly away with smile

And kick out all the grudges that I had too long

If I ever knew how much I will be lucky in the end

I will always smile while waiting for you to come

Mr. Story Teller, My Polar Bear, My beloved one,

With all of my heart…