If I Ever Knew About You : A Poem
If I ever knew what I will have after waiting for so long
I will never so easy to fall down and gave up while alone
So many mistakes I have done while I drown myself inside my silly depressing time for long
Hurt myself, almost ruin my life, collecting sins, my gift is a one way ticket to hell, ah, I am drowning
If I ever knew what I will gain after waiting for so long
I will stay in good spirits; always smiling while looking for place where I belong
So many slips should not happen, which now are impossible to undo
Inside I’m rotted of hundreds of tons of remorse, what will I do?
If I ever knew how blessed I am after waiting for so long
Never will I question my fate;
Let those worries fly away with smile
And kick out all the grudges that I had too long
If I ever knew how much I will be lucky in the end
I will always smile while waiting for you to come
Mr. Story Teller, My Polar Bear, My beloved one,
With all of my heart…