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Incubus You Are

Updated on March 14, 2020
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Simplicity Of Life Is Like A Fresh Breath Of Air. Walking With Christ Can Get More Complicated When We Get In The Traffic Jams Of The World.

Watching My Every Move

For Years I Thought

You Were My Friend

Friendship You'd

Convince Me That You

Were A Loyal Friend


Yet Many Times

You've Manipulate

Me Up Against

The Wall

The Chaos Of My

Life

It Was Like A

Roller Coaster

Normal One Day

And Suddenly Up

Against The Wall


Situations Always Bad

I Ran To Your Comforting

Consulting Friendship

Love

I Cried On Your Shoulder

You Had Your Arms Of

Love Wrapped Around Me.


You Had A Smile On Your

Face

Every Time My Life Entered

A Melt Down

You Had Me Thinking

You Were The One

Whom Loved Me As A

Friend


When You Consoled Me

Your Arms Wrapped A Round

Me

I Closed My Eyes And I Always

Felt A Deep Intuition, A Deep

Gut Feeling About You

That You Were

Smiling Happy To See

My Life Crumbling Into

A Free Fall Crashing

Down


One Day You Said

What You Said.

You Said It By Mistake,

"I'll Have To Curse You."


Yet Many Times

You've Manipulate

Me Up Against

The Wall

The Chaos Of My

Life

It Was Like A

Roller Coaster

Normal One Day

And Suddenly Up

Against The Wall


For A Bit Hearing

You Said Those Words,

"I'll Have To Curse You."

Fear Grabbed Me And

Confusions Set In.

I Kept Standing By

Your Side

Convincing Myself

How Good Of A

Person You Are


I Lied To Myself

An Incubus You Are

And I Was The Victim

Of Your Stalking Closely

Behind Me, Watching

My Every Move

A Predator Of A Soul

You Are

Creating Manipulating

Evil Out Comes

With Your Dark

Prayers To Evil


You Said Those Words,

"I'll Have To Curse You."

Fear Grabbed Me And

Confusions Set In.


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    • Diane Denison profile imageAUTHOR

      Diane Denison 

      13 months ago from Cincinnati Ohio

      manatita44 I agree with you.I was friends with him for 28 years. And was extremely patient. In which I am still very hurt over it all. The struggles in life is usually circles around people. If I had my way I would stop wars. It's a form of hate in which it causes pain not only to others but to yourself. You will never see Nature and animals cause deep pain to each other. But people we have so much to learn that it ends up to be a long journey. And sometimes you get up that mountain, And Are thrilled the journey is almost over. Then bang you fall to the bottom and look up and think,"My God back up that mountain again." But you do it at first mumbling and upset. But you see a beautiful flower that you did not notice before and smile. Your happy you were able to see this sweet flowered that is perfectly bloomed.

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      manatita44 

      13 months ago from london

      My Sweet Diane,

      It is good to live with the feeling that we are all weak as humans. We are on Earth, which is a field of struggle. While One should not be making excuses for anyone, it is true that each soul has its own troubles and its thoughts turn largely around itself.

      If we were filled with beauty, we will stop wars tomorrow. Anyway, Yoga teaches us to look at our selves. Christ did too. The Seers say that one of the worst things we can do is continue to find faults, indeed even to look back is like putting dead elephants on our shoulders. I say all this with love.

      Inside of you, deep within the psychic Heart, you have all you need for deliverance. Now this does not mean I may not agree with you, but I'm saying that we have been stuck in endless incarnations over the small lessons and we need to learn them and move on! Much Peace.

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      Diane Denison 

      13 months ago from Cincinnati Ohio

      Olesegun I guess he was into the occult and kept it a secret. He knew I loved God. So he didn't share that side of him with me. lol my prayers should help him. He can't curse my prayers. He is older now hopefully he changed.

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      Diane Denison 

      13 months ago from Cincinnati Ohio

      Thank you manatita44 Many women will experience this stalking type. It can be a twisted feeling when you realized they lied as far as wanting to be your friend. You feel like your entire essence was submerged in water. You feel like a drowning victim in tear drops. Then you have to go into understanding this person and forgiving them. And praying for them. But it is a good idea to break away from them at least until after they channel themselves out of this darkness. Yes, he cursed me and I was so naive I did not see it. Yet all the signs pointed to it. Thank you so much for your interest and comments.

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      OLUSEGUN 

      13 months ago from NIGERIA

      Incubus should be cursed. May be by your curses they would leave you yea disappear from the world forever. Incubus has been disturbing all and sundry the world over, it is ok if you said it's effect on you is enough. Good piece again, traveling and traversing the dreamland of many.

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      manatita44 

      13 months ago from london

      A passionate piece! What can I say? So happy I am where I am today. With all its setbacks and experiences, it is still a beautiful dream. Loving Mehta. Hari Om Tat Sat!!

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