Insanity Refusing Nonentity

They say love is kind; love is true

but how is it really when all I think about is you?

It is selfish; it is conquering,

it is condemning; it is blinding,

it is blocking; it is aching,

it is rushy; it is fluffy

It comes without notice

can't escape it's hard to focus

I had a choice, the freedom is one of those choices

and it is one of my hurting voices

I am just going with the mellow

can't do something unless it's easier to make as a fellow

Won't do things that I'm not ready for

just bite my lips and take a deep breath to avoid an unnecessary war

can't lie, I want more

the truth will always soar

in the galaxy I chose to walk through that door

Yes, honesty comes before

anything and everything I open my heart to inside the infinite drawer

located inside that galaxy which has no bore

I feel this excitement rushing through

whether good or bad can't deny it drew

me towards things and places

acknowledging its existence I see more faces,

I'm overwhelmed by all the different cases

there's more to it than what meets the eye

an infinite loop inside a mere tie

wrapped around and surrounding a galaxy's insanity

that I created for my untrue thoughts about my nonentity

into that honesty I see first with my identity

Nothing is more real than the truth that serves for amenity.

I let it in and it does me well by playing the right card

nothing harms, nothing hurts, nothing's hard

so let's lay the chart

and start to read what's behind the massive art

portrayed by the beauty; I start

to open up and dart

I'm filling up my cart

let's skip and sail wherever this tale

will go towards, I won't bail.