It might be the time.
It's maybe time.
Is it time,for me to go
Indecisive,even I don't know
Confused,afraid,upset and overwrought
Can't take it forward,emotions not taught
If I leave today,have I left a mark
Did I make you laugh,create a spark
Did I worry you too much
Did I care not enough
Is my head too full
Is my thinking not enough.
Would I be lost,missed or forgot
Emotions,crying,can't be bought.
Did I influence,infuriate,digress,or drive you crazy
My memories of the trauma,are really quite hazy.
Was I hard work,all of the time
Is loving me daily,an emotional climb.
Did I test your nerves,was I really so bad
I thought your emotions,weren't made to be sad.
I've got time to burn,I have people to befriend
I need to make amends,good vibrations to send.
Try more to make happy,the people I see
Not upset them with stupidity,not all about me.
Try make things right,before I pass through
This lifetime of trauma,it's nothing new.
Time!!
is it time?
is it the place?
am I still happy?
have I fallen from grace.?
feel no one knows my pain
what can I say
whats to be achieved?
who will possibly gain?
unsure of the future
ashamed of my past
maybe tomorrow is my choice
might it be my last?
Lived In.
Question everything,why?
to take is to give
to steal is to donate
to try my last nerve
to pass by my gate
time is no healer
time tells us a lie
time torments my mind
torment causes me to cry.
i try find solutions
i try finding my will
I'm constantly running
used to be a thrill.
Side Ways Is Best.
Confused.
confusing,confirming,conceated,condemned
my heart is being torn,my emotions I should tend
tragedy be falls me,follows my every thought
lessons in life that can't be taught.
is there an end to the pain
is there an end to the noise
i conferred with my friends
talked to my usual boys
still none the wiser
still no further ahead
i watched him pass by
in knew he was dead.
No up and no down.
is there anyone there?
can I confide in you?
can I betray my emotions?
will I feel less blue?
being in this mind
is the loneliest place
each day I am fake
trying out the new face.
going back to discuss
where I possibly went wrong
will it matter at all?
hear a different song?
Back and Forth,forward Then Back.
tormented
fragmented
disgruntled
dismayed
motionless
liars
frankly
disgraced
bullying,bragging
boasting,aghast
take action like never before
torment shall never last.
The last stand.
He stood
He fought
He cried
He laughed
He misled
He taunted
He surpassed
He laughed.
He finished
He prayed
He asked
He stayed
what happens now?
Enough said!
Tried the smile.
Sensing Trouble.
Where do you go when all else fails?
Huge emotions.
I've had amazing highs,and as many lows
what route will I take,no one really knows.
if I go one way,I encounter a stage
someone will annoy me,let's out the rage.
easilly upset,that's what he told me
i spoke honestly and true,
he asked to hold me.
i held him in fear
i felt the wetness of tears
my mind worked overtime,
I moved up the gears.
spoke all night,calmed him down
did my best,with a walk down town.
seemed to help,I sensed a smile
hopefully he's ok,for more than a while.
