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I've thrown away the key to my Heart

Updated on January 31, 2012

My heart was once broken and the first

cut always seems to be the deepest. I’ve

promised myself I won’t let it happen again.

I’ve thrown away the key to my heart.

because that love doesn’t have any more

meaning to me. I think I’ve thrown it

somewhere beneath the deep blue sea

but if you find it please bring it back to

me.



To like is okay but loving you is going

a bit too far. I need not love you until you

truly love me. For I once had and open heart

which loved so unconditionally, but that

love has faded because you never loved me

and I am happy it did the skies were gray.

I thought it would have stayed that way, now they

are blue & I am overwhelmed that you walked away.

I wonder why you didn’t go away a bit sooner?

The joys I feel now of being set free is still so real to me.



I don’t believe in falling in love again. I

simply have no time for that love , sometimes

I wish this feeling could end. Perhaps someday

I will fully mend and be able to love again as

for now love still sounds very silly to me. Do

humans really love or care again ? Would I ever

feel butterflies or love again? I think only

time will tell.................... as for now its a no no.



Written by: Joanna Chandler

Copyright © 2012

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    • LadyFiddler profile image
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      Joanna Chandler 5 years ago from On planet Earth

      Hi Lindacee i am glad you came by and left a comment ;)

      Thank you and yes GOD has mended my heart but you know i still won't just plunge into love again like that i will be more careful, am waiting on God's will.

      Peace and Love

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      lindacee 5 years ago from Arizona

      Beautiful, heartfelt words to describe the pain of a lost love. It is a dreadful feeling. I believe that not focusing on finding another love will open you up to future possibilities. But for now, enjoy spending quality time with yourself. Hope your wounds have healed since you posted this Hub. :)

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      Joanna Chandler 6 years ago from On planet Earth

      Thank you Deborah. I appreciate your prayers much.

      Love Yah my sister ;)

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      Deborah Brooks Langford 6 years ago from Brownsville,TX

      Oh my heart goes out to you.. I know what you mean it is heart wrenching.. love can sound very silly cant it?

      My prayer is you can find love again..real true love,

      god Bless you

      voted up

      debbie

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      Joanna Chandler 6 years ago from On planet Earth

      THANKS much Eiddwen ;)

      Blessings

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      Eiddwen 6 years ago from Wales

      Hi Ladyfiddler,

      Brilliant and here's to so many more to share on here.

      Take care and have a wonderful day.

      Eddy.

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      Joanna Chandler 6 years ago from On planet Earth

      Hi Genna dear thanks for your insightful comment i will be hubbing around to your side soon :)

      Have a bless night

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      Genna East 6 years ago from Massachusetts, USA

      We feel those butterflies, again, when we least expect it. When we toss away that key, someone invariably finds it, picks it up, and then we are unexplicably and unexpectedly in love, again. Loved this poetry.

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      Joanna Chandler 6 years ago from On planet Earth

      Hi CloudExplorer nice to meet you and i appreciate your comment. Ubani thanks so much for your delightful comment

      Peace

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      Alexander Thandi Ubani 6 years ago from Lagos

      Wow! You just poured out pure emotions and feelings so reserved. Maybe that sting of love when it bites this time will be true, real and long lasting.

      All the best

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      Mike Pugh 6 years ago from New York City

      Nice poem here @ LadyFiddler, your use of words to express how love affected you is quite touching indeed. Thanks for sharing it, great job!

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      Joanna Chandler 6 years ago from On planet Earth

      Oh thank you Jackie for your lovely comment ;)

      Yes all things are possible with God

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      Jackie Lynnley 6 years ago from The Beautiful South

      So sorry baby, a man doesn't know what he is missing to get a good wife, but it can work both ways. I have seen good men with bad wives but of course I can only understand your feelings not theirs. I hope you do find a good man. It will a hard thing to do in the world today but with God we know all things are possible.

      Love your pictures.

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