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Poem "I" will choose to speak. When "I" need to!

Updated on March 9, 2014


“I” choose to speak


When “I” need to!

No evil works , can ever

change that.

You have been


The wrong


Including those

who were angels

Most of yourlife

Now here you

Are again.


Warning me

That you are

Not mywife

Now I am

Supposed to be


In the balance

Hanged up

Like my truck


After this

You will be calm

Again say

you are that

helpless Victim

When you

truly are

The one

handing out

Those harsh


You are

not mywife

Of course

You are not


I run thislife

Call my own


Here you are

In a trap

Now who


Who made

it so.

Can’t even


Boat is sinking

A ropehas

Evil blinding

Can’t see

Don’t know

There I looked

at you


those foolish


You knew what

You were doing


To err is


The excuse

You were hoping

Would somehow

Take Blame

Hiding behind

No one is


That makes you

The victim

All yourlife

Now bad as



Of being

Much more


Than mywife

They are all


You know

Who they are

But you show


Act selfish

You are

The only one

To bevexed

Be careful

Many are called

Few are chosen

That same Hell

Is waiting

Blame no

one else

For your


As it was

In the


Don’t blame me

You were always

talking about

going to


I am the one

Who kept giving

The warning.

While you

Kept racking up

Evil points

Stubborn as


Not listening.

I told you

the choice is


Take what you


See then curses

on their way

Coming around

To haunt.

Go back

over the years

Whose voice

Dried up

All your tears


The loudest

To your mother

Look what


With your own


You know

What you are



At such pace

Money in your


Hard to slow


You entered

That hyper-active


After the

Finish line

running stops

Now I guess

Thinking now

Made you arm


With that

Great BigRod.

And again I was

there you are


Me and my friend

A beautiful

Human being

Like the devil

Gave you

The nod

He did you


Only listening

to you scream

So I mentioned

the Scriptures

But that time

you were even

Mad atGod.


Rattled out

For no reason

Filthy mouth

I turned around

refused to look

and there you


Up on your


High Horse

you rode

Things missing

In the children

Forever lost

With me

Of all Persons

You are

now trying

to act like

you are some

kind of Boss

I know those

Like you

Who crucified


That possession

Will be over

You must now


Your own cross.

When the rage

Is over

And the adrenaline

Gives in.

From that same


You dug

You will be


In sin

This is when

it will all

Come back

to youi

You were


so many times

Of the things

You do..

To all of a


Play that your


Is failing

I suggest

you think


If you don’t


Go to the


And start


From the



I choose to speak


When I need to.

Don’t ask me forgiveness, the Most High God is the only one to handle such a sickness.

If you ask me I would not hesitate to tell you that the best people that I love to speak to are the youngsters that wants to learn, or adults that are humble enough to understand that they are never too old to learn. Here is why. I have never in my life met a grown up who would acknowledge that he has made the mistakes that he is making even now. And he knows exactly what it is


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    • Sky9106 profile image

      Sky9106 6 years ago from A beautiful place on earth.

      Thank you "AE" For that immediate out pouring of love , it worked , it worked and I will always remember.


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      Ruby Jean Fuller 6 years ago from Southern Illinois

      Wow, I'm glad i came back to read your answer to my prying question. I feel your strenght. I feel your need to teach the young. I feel your love for your parents. I feel your need to write. Thank you for being a follower. I think it was meant to be. I learn humility from you. Thank you my friend Blessings

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      Sky9106 6 years ago from A beautiful place on earth.

      No "AE"

      But given your experience, I can easily understand the question, you saw what you saw early, and you saw correctly. All you did at this time in your life is to ask a question and that’s it. The answer is a yes of no, no a maybe so. That’s the way I am and because I am convinced beyond the shadow of any doubt, there is no one on the face of this earth at this age and stage in my life could get me to go a different way. For this reason , and those I am around presently, the trains sometimes clash, I prepared my vehicle to travel this road, there is no guess, no fear, but there is and understanding something that is absent in many, so you can understand, even on here HP you must asses your situation and know what you are doing, so regardless the outcome, it have done what it was supposed to do, and you move on. So these are only the environment I am in for this moment. I won’t allow it to beat or teach me that which it doesn’t even know.

      I know your experience leads you correct all the time, it has to because here you are not on a 9-5 this is your own time, so you are your guideline, and as your conscience tells you obey. Always let your conscience is your guide.

      But these writings here are mostly the culmination, as to the things I went through,

      Is going through and most likely will go through, because of the need for certain


      As the world takes its direction with me in it. I clearly see a host of things that I know will appreciate my input, so I must be aware, conscious and willing. Just about everything I write about, has some significant meaning to me and by analyzing and saying it truthfully, I know that some one will learn.

      I believe that as you go around, especially at these mature times in life, once you are working with your conscience, you are on the correct track. If all you are thinking about is another cruise that becomes the level of your collective analysis. Most millionaires you see on a cruise or some fun trip, somewhere in the shadows are his vested interest and he doesn’t lose a dime. There is something much more urgent than a cruise, before we all die. Now what have you done with your life are, what are you doing with it?

      Hope we all have a pretty decent answer because, that is the possible question one may have to answer if any, and I know this is more that just a free ride.

      Let life catch you doing at least something you believe in. Let the life of all those who have fought and struggles so that we could possibly see a little further than they did, I have grown to go further than my parents that simple, so that at this time being a rock for my mother is a piece of cake and no sweat what so ever. It’s my duty; it’s the least that I can do. Can you imagine children too busy for their parents, and nobody saying anything? Can you imagine a kid living a few miles away but sees his parents only on mothers day and he is not an astronaut, and the astronaut fighting to see his parents as often as possible. What’s wrong with that picture? Can you not predict the future family? I can. What the race what are they chasing?

      So I believe if one goes around and sows sincere seeds it will usually be those same seeds, will come around to provide the sustenance to keep this well worth effort going a worthy cause indeed.

      Finding that perfect rest stop is one of the most difficult for yours truly, but I am not worried too much about that, because every negative that gets put in my way I turn it into fuel to move on, and in most situations, much stronger, so this poem is what I consider to be one of those stones, which got thrown at me because of who I am and what I do, so I turned it into fuel.

      Give Thanks. Hope this shed little light as to how I go about writing things.

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      Ruby Jean Fuller 6 years ago from Southern Illinois

      Sky, I'm not going to ask the question, " Did you write this about your wife " because it's universal. Lots of solid advice given in poetry form..Thank you..

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      Sky9106 6 years ago from A beautiful place on earth.

      Bless my brethren , Thanks you and I must say with no doubt whatsoever that you are now riding with a success story if you wish to take an early look.

      I placed my wager early so I got the best

      Sincere thanks to you and them as well.


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      Frank Atanacio 6 years ago from Shelton

      You know sky I do have to admit I agree with Cardisa... you powerful message just trancends.. Loved it up and fantastic

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      Sky9106 6 years ago from A beautiful place on earth.

      Blessings to you also josephine. It is with great pleasure that I say sincere thanks to you . Though I am sort of a mystery my self in honor of one of my heroes , it gives great inspiration reading your comment, especially coming at such a time as this . God is truly great.

      Hope you are around when I will explain why these two comments mean so much .Give Thanks .


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      Josephine 6 years ago

      Loved this, thx for delivering a good msg in an enjoyable way. God bless you.

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      Sky9106 6 years ago from A beautiful place on earth.

      Thanks Cardisa , you would not believe how much I needed something like this to start this specific Saturday. It was a great relief to write this poem.

      "let the most high be praised"

      On that note, I will not hesitate to all every fellow writer out there, once you love writing as much as I see most of you do. Then use that ability accordingly, it possess great powers and it will work wonders for you, irregardless of how great you think your writing is.

      I hold my writing as such a close friend , one that does things for me , you can't imagine.

      I will write a poem as such , showing my appreciation.

      Cardisa you have been truly sent by greater than us both this day, you are definitely my inspiration this day, and I will let you know.

      Give Thanks and Praises


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      Carolee Samuda 6 years ago from Jamaica

      Sky, I must tell you that this is your best poetry yet, in my opinion. I love the message, the balance and the rhythm of it. It flows effortlessly and that is what great poetry is made of.