Poem "I" will choose to speak. When "I" need to!

Because

“I” choose to speak

Only

When “I” need to!

No evil works , can ever

change that.

You have been

Cursing

The wrong

people

Including those

who were angels

Most of yourlife

Now here you

Are again.

Angrily

Warning me

That you are

Not mywife

Now I am

Supposed to be

Somewhere

In the balance

Hanged up

Like my truck

Jackknifed

After this

You will be calm

Again say

you are that

helpless Victim

When you

truly are

The one

handing out

Those harsh

Warnings.

You are

not mywife

Of course

You are not

Because

I run thislife

Call my own

Shots

Here you are

In a trap

Now who

Responsible

Who made

it so.

Can’t even

Recognize

Boat is sinking

A ropehas

Evil blinding

Can’t see

Don’t know

There I looked

at you

Playing

those foolish

games

You knew what

You were doing

Saying

To err is

Human

The excuse

You were hoping

Would somehow

Take Blame

Hiding behind

No one is

Perfect

That makes you

The victim

All yourlife

Now bad as

Ever

Warning

Of being

Much more

Hostile

Than mywife

They are all

Waiting.

You know

Who they are

But you show

norespect

Act selfish

You are

The only one

To bevexed

Be careful

Many are called

Few are chosen

That same Hell

Is waiting

Blame no

one else

For your

Mistakes

As it was

In the

Beginning

Don’t blame me

You were always

talking about

going to

Heaven

I am the one

Who kept giving

The warning.

While you

Kept racking up

Evil points

Stubborn as

Ever

Not listening.

I told you

the choice is

yours

Take what you

Want.

See then curses

on their way

Coming around

To haunt.

Go back

over the years

Whose voice

Dried up

All your tears

Speaking

The loudest

To your mother

Look what

Happened

With your own

Brother

You know

What you are

Doing

Moving

At such pace

Money in your

Hand

Hard to slow

down

You entered

That hyper-active

Race

After the

Finish line

running stops

Now I guess

Thinking now

Made you arm

Yourself

With that

Great BigRod.

And again I was

there you are

Cursing

Me and my friend

A beautiful

Human being

Like the devil

Gave you

The nod

He did you

Nothing?

Only listening

to you scream

So I mentioned

the Scriptures

But that time

you were even

Mad atGod.

Obscenities

Rattled out

For no reason

Filthy mouth

I turned around

refused to look

and there you

were

Up on your

angry

High Horse

you rode

Things missing

In the children

Forever lost

With me

Of all Persons

You are

now trying

to act like

you are some

kind of Boss

I know those

Like you

Who crucified

Christ?

That possession

Will be over

You must now

carry

Your own cross.

When the rage

Is over

And the adrenaline

Gives in.

From that same

hole

You dug

You will be

Swimming

In sin

This is when

it will all

Come back

to youi

You were

warned

so many times

Of the things

You do..

To all of a

Sudden

Play that your

Memory

Is failing

I suggest

you think

Twice

If you don’t

Remember

Go to the

top

And start

Again

From the

Beginning.

Because

I choose to speak

Only

When I need to.

Don’t ask me forgiveness, the Most High God is the only one to handle such a sickness.

If you ask me I would not hesitate to tell you that the best people that I love to speak to are the youngsters that wants to learn, or adults that are humble enough to understand that they are never too old to learn. Here is why. I have never in my life met a grown up who would acknowledge that he has made the mistakes that he is making even now. And he knows exactly what it is