Kylyssa's Love Poetry
Love Poetry Is Not All Hearts, Flowers, and Clichés. Some of It Is as Strange as Those Who Write It.
Love is an emotion common to the human experience. It is perhaps the most powerful and consuming feeling there is. Poetry is a brief, intense format. Good poetry grabs onto emotions and makes us feel them. So it is no wonder that so many people write love poetry.
I, too, have written quite a bit of love poetry - some of it about the positive sides of love and some about the painful sides of love. I'd like to share just a tiny bit of my love poetry both happy and sad about loves both real and imagined.
I've been told my poetry is weird and unrelatable, but you can be the judge of that.
I Can't Love You Forever
I can feel the hurtling velocities
of Earth around the sun
crawling with atrocities
and on its axis spun.
I can hear a cataclysmic crashing,
a beating heart breaking,
love like razors slashing,
claws so sweetly raking.
I can feel the universe cooling down,
matter spreading apart.
Worlds slowly turn around
inside a broken heart.
I can see the last of light is dying
as a universe unwinds.
Silent stones are flying
and slowly darkness blinds
Absolute zero, more than killing cold
can't match the chill I feel.
The love that you withhold
was never even real.
The universe is dying, I'm thankful for that
because I can't love you forever.
It's a Fine Line
between madness and love
Rapture calls,
passion sucks you in -
exsanguination
of the heart.
It's a fine line,
bleeding hands holding
the wind in your arms.
Insanity pales
humbled next to love.
Madness comforts,
bitter laughter
stabs deeper.
Dead hearts beating
impaled on love's blade.
Love is a
cherry red hot
bent, barbed wire catheter.
Loving words batter,
madness trumps all
Torn lips pledge to me,
laughter knows my tongue.
Morbid desire,
it's a fine line -
Love!
No - madness?
Maybe they're the same?
Why I Write Poetry
I'm terrible at expressing myself with the spoken word. When it comes to emotions, I'm even worse than terrible at expressing myself with the spoken word.
Poetry can be an orderly format. But poetry can be messy, too, if it needs to be. Every emotion is valid in lines of rhyme or verse. I don't have to explain myself or the weird way I say things if I simply put them into verse. I can be myself and if that's something strange to be I know I won't be judged as harshly for it if it's in the confines of a poem.
I also think writing out of love shows a degree of certainty that speaking aloud can't convey, at least not for me.
Looking at a Photo of My Love
I wrote this poem after looking at my partner's photograph when he was not around.
Looking at a Photo of My Love
Head cast back
eyes closed
lips curved with dreams
I yearn to taste.
Sunbeams rest upon
wind ruffled hair
I long to stroke.
If my fingers were breeze
they'd play on that face,
dance across cotton
and tug at denim
until I spent myself
in one final sigh of love
above his heart.
Love's Sweet Garden
a very short love poem
My partner has supported me wholeheartedly in all of my creative endeavors. He has given me strength, praise and criticism. He has shown me great joys and passions I'd never known before which re-lit my inner fire. I've written and created more and more passionately in the last eight years with him than in the entire 37 years before.
I've grown so much under his care, I feel as if I've finally begun to blossom in life.
Love's Sweet Garden
I am rooted
in your tender heart -
nourished, bewitched,
and jubilant.
Constantly blossoming,
I couldn't wish
for more fertile ground.
Planting Flowers You Will Never See
a poem for mother
I kneel in the dirt,
soil under my fingernails.
The smell of earth
reminds me
of time spent with you
walking in the woods.
You pointed and said,
"It's a Jack-in-the-Pulpit."
A strange green flower
became magical as you added,
"There's Jack"
pointing to the pistil
cupped inside the bulbous bloom.
"And there's his pulpit,"
you declared,
gently touching
the flower's body.
I was just about four.
Planting flowers
you will never see
somehow breaks my heart.
Beneath Your Heart
Beneath your heart I grew,
curled up like a bean
I planted roots in your soul.
Leaving that warm and precious place
I spread out into the world
nourished by its light.
When I found true love
I recognized it
from when I rested there
under one heart that beat as two
and came onto the earth
under two hearts that beat as one.
His arms cradle me safe.
As in your womb, I still grow.
I share your love from there
where I grew beneath your heart.
My roots grow there still.
My Momma's Hand
I looked up at you,
looked up to you, too.
You held my tiny hand in yours
and never strayed from my side.
You led me through everything new
until you knew I could stand on my own.
Momma, you held my heart, too...
Years passed by
and I still looked up to you
though the angle was different.
I knew I could count on you
when I needed a hand to hold onto
or a shoulder to cry on.
Momma, you held my heart, too.
It seemed such a short time,
just the blink of an eye
before you held tiny new hands.
We led them together, as you had before.
Again I looked up to you
with wiser eyes than before.
Momma, you held my heart, too.
I couldn't even protest
and I was looking down at you,
your small hand in mine
but still I looked up to you
and held on so tight
but I couldn't follow where you went that night.
Momma, you hold my heart, too.
Shattered
Sometimes love must break us before we can make ourselves again
The winter wind at night
caresses my skin,
burrows beneath it
somewhere around the fifth rib.
My heart freezes,
crystals cleave its chambers
spreading outward in a spiderweb of ice.
Blood and bone become transparent
shot through with a million piercing lances
glistening with reflected light.
Exquisite beauty burns inside me.
I am Venus pierced,
a living jewel balanced above the darkness.
I quiver and fall
shattered upon the snow.
The winter wind at night
sounds like it's blown through torn, thin steel
as it soars through the splinters of my heart
adrift in the sky.
The Physics of Heartache
the laws of nature need not apply
If the human heart is the size of my fist -
How can such a crater exist?
How can there be a person-sized pit
where the size and the shape do not permit?
There's a space in my heart
it's been hollowed out by tears,
in the time we're apart
this crater appears.
The available space has somehow ballooned.
There's a void, a vacancy, a sucking chest wound.
The laws of physics are being defied -
there is no way that you could fit inside.
More Poetry By Kylyssa Shay
- The Day the Keywords Died, a Ditty Dirge for Blackhat SEO and Other Silly Internet-Themed Poems
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Homelessness left marks on me that can't be easily seen except in my writing, which exposes painful, damaged parts to the sunlight, sometimes through poetry and fiction. - Disturbing Poetry
This is a small collection of poetry written by the author as a form of catharsis in response to horrible life events. It may be triggering for some readers who have survived violence or abuse.
© 2009 Kylyssa Shay