Lament of a relationship
My dreams like my feelings for you change colour,
In the morning, I coordinate to catch your glimpse
But by the evening, these feelings for you I wish I could rinse
In the afternoons comes the bliss,
for in between boring lectures I dream of the times I miss
Such a waste
To have to let go of a beautiful young relationship in haste
A relation that couldn’t reach its full potential
Leaving me with thoughts that are both irrational and carnal
It is a sad thing--
a relationship that hasn’t been given the time to blossom
but sadder still, to know that it’s you who mucked up the whole thing,
I feel sad to know that I shouldn’t ever forgive you
but sadder still is to feel that I have never been truly angry with you
And now, to know what we were and what we could become
pales in comparison with what I was and what I have become...