Let it take over (tenebris)
Add to my diary
of mistaken love only lust
Another name or initials
and falsley earned trust.
Write it down in anger
a fury of words,
to keep shameful lips sealed
and thoughts can be purged
of wanting desires
still unattained,
betrayal of a heart
yet to be tamed.
Lustful demon inside
like an unborn evil child
possesses my body
makes it go wild,
with fire and passion
but is only disturbed
by sex, hunger, and all
that could seem so absurd.
It mixes a potion
that causes no pain,
that i would embrace
rather than shame.
Oh darkness, take me
to the 9 rings of hell,
show me your pleasures
I have a soul to sell.
Take away my innocence
and my dignity too,
it's no longer my heart
for which i wish to be true.
I want to please my insides
fill them with fear,
happiness is far weaker
than what i see here.
Take my longing limbs
wrap them around,
strength, pride, and arrogance,
and all else to astound.
Anyone watching
in horror from afar,
this scene of wretched beauty
rich with blood and black tar
Swallowing the light
that once had a way,
and a hearbeat that once,
knew a reason to stay.
Thrusting away former
smiles and cheer,
kicking the memories.
licking the tears.
groping the curves,
of a future now lost
fingering hopes that have
now all been tossed.
Force me to swallow
misery and strife.
Rip from my flesh
this sorrowful life.
Take the abyss
from the void with no pity.
Mold it all into
beautiful atrocity.
Meld the anger with hate,
the lust with the crave,
show me the way,
take me as your slave.
Let me sink deep inside
your depths of despair,
it seems warm and cozy,
and sticky in there.
Oh darkness, I see now
the gloomy angel takes shape,
as i succumb to my grave
with no want of escape.
You've conquered another
beingless shell,
now share with the world
this story to tell.
