LET ME BE YOURS.
I try so hard to pretend that you are not around while you are the only thing running rounds in my head.
. I try so hard not to think about you but I honestly can't anymore.
I try to act like I don't care but am really broken when you are out there smiling at strangers.
Have tried all my best saying to myself " maybe it's just a fling, it'll go away " but it's still here and I feel the same everyday when I see you pass by.
. In pure honesty my head won't stop thinking about you and my heart won't stop beating harder every time you text.
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And I think you are more than just gorgeous and beautiful. I think you are angelic.
Magnificent.
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" I love you " isn't a proper description for how I feel.
" am obsessed with you " isn't good enough either.
" I need you " isn't fit enough either.
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. I honestly wish there was a better way or better words to express how I really feel about you.
.. I wish I could say it in person in a language that you'd understand.
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I wish you'd just dream about and feel it too.
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I want us to really happen. I want us to give us a chance and see life together.
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I won't make promises but I need you to know that I'll always be there for you.
I'll be you safehouse.
I'll see to it that you are happy and smiling everyday like you should.
I'll never give up on you...
And I'll never let you go.
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...Grab onto my hand and let me be yours.
Inkmade ™
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