Let's Not Connect

"I've not destructive"

I said,

As I smashed glass on a delicate surface

and watched chaotic vibrations ripple through previously stable wavelengths.

Something like euphoria crushed the feeble structure I called balance

As I dripped saline magma over the physical evidence of emotional confusion.

Everything.

Looks.

Perfect.

hi...

Hi...

HI!...

It's nice to meet you, or see you,

Or be me,

With you,

Or something like seemingly hearing you?

Or Caribou?

I've lost track.

I'm absolutely numb.

Though honestly,

You seem like a person

Who appreciates an open ear,

and a genuine smile,

and I'll lovingly offer those,

while I build a concrete wall

that you already thought was there.