Life at Rock Bottom
It feels so good
to feel so bad.
Even when shady friends left,
sorrow never went.
Rock bottom has its attractions,
agony has its temptations
Oh, pain is amazing.
The crying kisses my frustrations
and I almost find comfort
when I look in the mirror
and see several faces.
Yea, I know there ain't nobody
else in here, but neither is my fear.
What do you want from me?
I've lost it all, my mind included,
And me and depression are dating
ha, it's exclusive.
I've found good company
at home with misery.
And when I mix the vodka with cranberry,
I feel necessary. Please don't heal me,
it could kill me and I can't die yet.
My life is overly exciting.
I can hardly catch my breath,
but I'm not done playing.
Baby, life is too sweet down here at rock bottom.