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Little Blue

Updated on October 22, 2012


I'm reaching out, I'm leaning in


my heart has stopped, I'm way to thin


the pain kicks in and the water falls


Across face and to the halls


Until I wake with a start, you never belonged in my heart



A drab green curtain separates


the world outside and my lovely face


I can't help but think that there were better times


Maybe a night when I was high


or maybe a time when I was with you


I can't think right now, I'm falling through



Too many drugs and too many dudes


I was at his house and there were so many booze


He reached over and I couldn't move


a chilly fright took a hold, I tried to move but I was afloat



You reached over and held me close, I was freezing or I was told


You were like a blanket wrapped so nice


I wanted you to stay forever


But as I sunk into a bitter sleep,


your arms tore off of me



I was dragged, clumsily to the last place I wanted to be


The couch was hard and cold


And soft and smelled of leather delight


I closed my eyes and let dreams take flight



The next morning was not so easy, still unstable and unable to move


I let my body take control


Heaving dead nothing from my mouth,


The dry pain it caused woke me up



I wanted to sleep forever


Sleep is like death, no they are the same


You don't wake up again and never feel the pain



or the pain you use to forget about another pain


your eyes so wet and matted


you close your lungs and let it sting


because today was the day to fade



You never looked back until you woke up blue


Why isn't it so simple, they all asked you


Just do more drugs, the time will pass or shut up and don't complain


Just keep your mouth closed and your words withdrawn,


and maybe next time you won't wake up at all


And you'll disappear, like the green leaves in fall.


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