Lost in the Dark
I am broken no more feelings do I have.
What was once whole in me, is now only half.
Sometimes it is easier than it is to feel.
But sometimes I wonder what it is I am missing.
Is it possible to be happy in a world of Darkness?
Or is that just reaching for a light you can't touch?
I hurt people, which is never my intention.
It starts out good, but eventually it turns opposite.
I know I was not born this way, but ended up this way.
Have I been broken to the point of no return?
Yes, I have tried to change, but in the end it is the same.
Am I lost forever in this Hell of lost light?
Can I reach out and touch it again, without getting burned?
Alas the answer is no.
Stay distant, my salvation.
Stay cold, my reality.
Love, and happiness, are just fantasies.
That is, for someone like me.