Lost equilibrium

Time is brief and I'm on the edge of a cliff

The wind blows from nowhere, pushing me like a feather

Silence screams in my head almost crushing me dead

Thoughts of you visits me in my dreams, sometimes it makes me scream

Crisis... Yes this is called crisis

Closing my eyes filled with tears hoping for a kiss

I can taste the bitterness of life's wrath

I can hear the beat of my aching heart

How shall I respond?

It seems so hard to reach for your hand

I won't let you see my pain and confusion

Hiding it is like drinking a poison

In the midst of my agony and pain

You were there all along, waiting in vain

You tried so hard to be heard

Only to see me deaf by your voice and words

There are moments I choose to be weak

There are moments I choose not to speak

But all the time you were there to hold me

All the time you were there to love me

As soon as I start to lose my self and mind

You remind me of who I am, my worth and to be kind

You heal my wounds and wipe my tears

You fight my demons and take away my fears

My equilibrium is fragile and uncertain

But with you as my foundation, I won't be shaken

I may fall in this battle and cry

But with you as my savior, I'll never lose or die

Jesus, my love, savior and king

Forgive me for being weak and making excuses as a human being

Your mercy and love flows inside of me

My equilibrium is You oh Lord, you never fail to bring out the best of me

IreneTabangay