Lost equilibrium
Time is brief and I'm on the edge of a cliff
The wind blows from nowhere, pushing me like a feather
Silence screams in my head almost crushing me dead
Thoughts of you visits me in my dreams, sometimes it makes me scream
Crisis... Yes this is called crisis
Closing my eyes filled with tears hoping for a kiss
I can taste the bitterness of life's wrath
I can hear the beat of my aching heart
How shall I respond?
It seems so hard to reach for your hand
I won't let you see my pain and confusion
Hiding it is like drinking a poison
In the midst of my agony and pain
You were there all along, waiting in vain
You tried so hard to be heard
Only to see me deaf by your voice and words
There are moments I choose to be weak
There are moments I choose not to speak
But all the time you were there to hold me
All the time you were there to love me
As soon as I start to lose my self and mind
You remind me of who I am, my worth and to be kind
You heal my wounds and wipe my tears
You fight my demons and take away my fears
My equilibrium is fragile and uncertain
But with you as my foundation, I won't be shaken
I may fall in this battle and cry
But with you as my savior, I'll never lose or die
Jesus, my love, savior and king
Forgive me for being weak and making excuses as a human being
Your mercy and love flows inside of me
My equilibrium is You oh Lord, you never fail to bring out the best of me
IreneTabangay