Love-Sick Suicide

It's like being caught in a dream,

Wickedly vivid memories dance

In between the seams.

Love,

not as beautiful

as it is made to seem.

Instead,

like a snake,

alluring,

to dull your instincts

physically indeniable

sealing the fate.

A blow so hard

you cannot breathe,

you continue onward,

into insanity.

So blinded by the bullshit

You've been fed,

You begin to fall.

Into that firey ring,

Mr. Johnny Cash

spoke of in a song.

But soon

the facade is long gone

Now

time for the truth

To come out.

Love,

Not really,

what he was all about

All the time spent,

Lies.

So close he whispers

these empty nothings in your ear

But ignores your cries

This is how he will keep you there.

For the fear of losing him

is greater than the despair.

For the love and for him

You fight and fought,

A lesson now learned,

A lesson he has taught.

A fairtale violently turned

Cold and hallow

The fire is now smokeless

Remember

Love is nothing more

than

A pleasurable lie ,

Lust filled and hopeless ,

A love sick suicide .

Zayleen Pain 3/28/20

To my husband

Dustin Wayne I love u

U r my forever even in love suicide