Loving You Still

I loved you when your heart was cold.
I loved you when your heart was empty.
I loved you at your worst,
walking around head down
with your feelings hurt.

I loved you from afar.
Before we met,
you broke my heart.
I asked my friends who you were.
Before they could reply,
I saw you kissing her.

I loved you as a cheater,
a drunk, a liar
and womanizer.
I didn't turn my cheek
when you approached me
cause my poor, broken heart
was loving you still.

I wished I could change you.
I thought I'd warm up your frozen love,
but all I wanna do now, is blame you.
Why'd you let me lose you?

I loved you at your worst.
I walked around with my feelings hurt.
I'm attracted to the darkness in your soul.
I wonder why I like a man this troubled.
Am I stupid?

All I wantes was to save you.

You chased around plenty skirts
and left their feelings hurt.
Guilt tells me I made it worse...

I enabled you.
I never set boundaries for you.
I never begged you to stay.

You gave her a ring,
but I wasn't supposed to care
cause you hadn't said your vows yet,
that's what you said.

Like you were gonna give me a real chance,
you swore you were a free man.
I knew better cause I remember the day we met.

I am full of shame.
I know I was wrong,
but that's what happens
when you combine vodka, mixed emotions
and the perfect song.

I loved you because you were beautiful
and that's why you hurt me.
Looking in your eyes
I see my name on a tombstone,
but I haven't been buried.

I know my time is coming
and no matter what you do to me,
my poor, broken heart is loving you still...