Misery of my Heart- POEM
Its been years since you said Good-Bye,
Yet I keep waiting for you to return back in my life.
Its been a long time since you moved on
Yet, I keep crying all through the night untill its dawn.
Its been years since you parted your ways from mine
Yet, from the day you left me I haven't seen sunshine.
So much time has passed yet,
Everything seems just the way it was years ago.
Even after so many years I haven't figured-
Why I still can't let you go!
Though I have gone through all the weather maps all alone
Why does the air still manage to make the hole in my heart more shallow?
Even When I know what reality is
Why is the truth so hard to swallow?
Has it really been such a long time,
that you don't even remember the promises you made?
Or was it just a lie when you said -
'Your love for me would never fade'?
Has it really been such a long time that
You don't even remember the moments we shared?
Or was it a mere lie when you said-
'You really cared'?
Even though I know there is another girl in ur life,
Then why is this untainted,undying love taking away my life?
Is love supposed to hurt this badly?
AM I supposed to be trapped in your shackles forever?
Or was it a lie too when you said -
'You would leave me never'?
Days have passed, years have rolled on,
Yet why is that its only You I still want??
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