Muddy Mess
Muddy Mess
Cold, clampy, dead memories of you sometimes
haunt me in my uncontrollable dreams
you are gone from this world but in my memories unfortunately you remain
how do i erase you
how do i kill you from my mind ?
you smeared my childhood, you mixed tangled and weaved
a dirty web with my life
dreams of you awakened me last night
I thanked God for your non existence, I thanked God for
your death
I thanked God you can do no harm any longer
my dreams are just dreams trying to stay alive within me
but my soul is so much stronger than you ever thought it would be
your memories can not over power me or sink me into the muddy mess
that my life used to be
the anger the hate the disgust all died the day you did
from the muddy mess, i got up took a shower and now im smiling
crystal clean