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My Letter From Beyond- A Poetic Memory

Updated on October 8, 2016

Drift off... Don't be afraid.

At First...

From the best of days, to the worst, I am always the same... Not only do I live everyday, in hopes of "The Answer" to reveal itself to me, Once and for all, showing it's well-waited-for face in my mind, But also, I remain the person I always was, am, and always will be...

My heart is full of courage, my mind, thirsty for knowledge, My imagination, wild and unsettled, while my soul reaps every bit of experience...

Respect for the living, and yet knowing their fate, Makes you wonder sometimes if it may be too late... For a warning from within, a flashing red light, a siren sounding, a whisper in the night...

A dream from afar, in which you read correctly, yet ignore it unknowingly,

"Out of sight, out of mind!", you say. But be warned... Your never alone, night, or day.

The eye in the sky will always tell, while you're away...

In my minds' eye, I see sights, hear voices, and emotions ignite. My heart says, "Pay Attention!", yet I block it all out, like it never happened, "How can I tell the difference", I ask.

("You can't right now, your minds' in the flask!")

Nothing can stop my eye from seeing, not darkness nor blindness, or naivity, alike. Nothing can stop the power of the trained psych... Once you learn, you never forget, it's automatic, like riding a bike.

My mind swirls with visions, unwanted. I do not want to see! Sometimes I hate these quarrels inside of me.

They say, "Be careful what you wish for, for you may just get it..." Well now I know, because I can't forget it.

I cannot breathe, the thoughts are strangling me, Take me... Set me free.

I lose sight of reality, and drift off to a comfortable "nowhere". A blackness, a depth of my soul, floating like I am underwater.

Up and away, or back to where I came from? Is it up to me?

I let go, and feel like I am passing through an eternity.

Am I dead? Have I proceeded to another life in another form? I am still me, but not the same, I look down, and there I lay, cold, not warm.

I am amazed at the sight of myself, so I linger, and gaze longer. The expression on my face, serene and somber.

My body, flat and lifeless, not a pulse, not a twitch, They closed my eyes, but I can still see, so I still exist,

I can't wait to go back and tell my tale, Then I find out, when I see everyone so pale...

There is no return, for now, at least. I must proceed to the next step, facing my inner beast.

Am I ready for this, I hope, as I am not allowed to turn around, Upward, and outward, my soul is bound.

"Follow the light, and the familiar vioces.", I am told. "A new inner peace, and experience, behold!"

On to brighter days, and hopes to be greeted by a motherly face, I start on my journey, to this new, wonderous, beautiful place.

Flying, as I wish, running through the clouds, Soaring like an eagle, brave and proud.

The sun is my opponent, as we race for the nearest star, Closer and closer, now never too far.

I speed past the star and rocket out of sight. I am getting closer to the brilliant light.

As I get near, I slow down, and capture the view, I beg to remember it, when my life is anew.

Bright and brilliant, yet calm and serene. An invitation to a whole new scene...

For now I must cease, for what lies beyond is not for your mind. I am truly sorry, my friend, but soon enough, you will be right behind, I cannot go on with this letter from beyond, as it is all up to you, to find.

Please know I am okay, with you, and all, kept safe in my memory. And we will meet again, somewhere, sometime, if we choose it to be...

Signed, Your friend, Your soul mate, Your Inner Peace,

...Your Self.

Know there is more to life, than just life.

Look to the heavens...

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      Kiona 

      3 years ago

      I don't know who you wrote this for but you helped a brhteor out.

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      Deborah Brooks Langford 

      6 years ago from Brownsville,TX

      Wow I felt like I was sitting there with you and you were just talking to me.....it was wonderful...be blessed..debbie

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      Kenneth Avery 

      7 years ago from Hamilton, Alabama

      Hello, mamadragonfly . . .FANTASTIC hub. So creative and natural. You need to be seeking to write screenplays, poems, novels...you are so good. And honest in your presentations. I am in awe. Voted up, useful, interesting, awesome and beautiful. Thanks for sharing your talent. Sincerely . . .Kenneth Avery, from a rural town in northwest Alabama that reminds you of Mayberry, where Andy and Barney worked. Please cosider my suggestions in this comment. You are destined for more than short stories. I just feel that in my soul. (kenneth)

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      SamAntone 

      8 years ago

      Nice work; a good brief escape from the cares of the world.

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      sophs 

      8 years ago

      I'm definitely 'floating along with the words' too this is beautiful, great work :)

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      Moneylady 

      8 years ago from Texas

      Very well done. I love the pictures.

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      loua 

      9 years ago from Elsewhere, visiting Earth ~ the segregated community planet

      Wonderfully inspirational with concise articulation of the matter, energy and spirit of being...

      Shannon you provided and excellent description of the super-ego, the spirit of your being soul self...

      A great conversation that we all can learn from; an example of conversing with ones conscience... Bravo My Dear...Well done...

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      TheRealTruth 

      9 years ago from Virginia

      heya....somehow I missed out on this. D'OH! Great work Shannon.

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      imadork 

      9 years ago from St. Peters, MO

      The song was brought to my mind in the second sentence of your hub and it was in my mind throughout reading it.  The song is about what happens after death. Beautiful song!

      http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EAlege1llzQ&fea...

    • MamaDragonfly2677 profile imageAUTHOR

      Shannon 

      9 years ago from New York

      Tatjana- thank you, and I am doing okay, but no progress...

      Benji- Thank you so much. Ive never heard Walt Whitman's song, but will look for it now. :)

      And Scott- Thank you, too! And no, I guess I've never heard that one either! But I'll check into it...Does it sound like my hub? lol

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      imadork 

      9 years ago from St. Peters, MO

      Lovely!

      There is a song called The Answer by Richie Sambora. Have you heard it?

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      Benji Mester 

      9 years ago from San Diego, California

      I love your description of yourself: "My heart is full of courage, my mind, thirsty for knowledge, My imagination, wild and unsettled, while my soul reaps every bit of experience..." It's very vibrant and reminds me of Walt Whitman's Song of Myself. The whole poem is invigorating. I love your imagery. Thanks for sharing more poetry!

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      Tatjana-Mihaela 

      9 years ago from Zadar, CROATIA

      Well, well well...GT gave the best possible comment... "floating along with the words"...Thumbs up.

      BTW, how are u?

    • MamaDragonfly2677 profile imageAUTHOR

      Shannon 

      9 years ago from New York

      Thank you, guys... Not bad for an amature, eh? ;)

      maven- I was waiting for your reply.... So, thank YOU!

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      maven101 

      9 years ago from Northern Arizona

      Shannon..." there is more to life, than just life.."...

      Well, there is more to you than just life...Thanks for this lovely prose poem....

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      goldentoad 

      9 years ago from Free and running....

      good job MGF, I felt I was floating along with the words.

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