My Motivation to Write

An inspiration and a motivation; my own little freedom of speech to write, to express in words through writing on my own time - my personal time. Writing has been my all time favorite although - in fact- I know I'm not the best writer. I do have grammars, punctuation, verbs, and all the other little things that add a red mark to my writing. I am not ashamed nor I am not embarrassed for my mistake because I know I learn it each day. I started writing since I learn how to write. Grandma told me that I was born with a brain full of imagination. I dream big and continue to dream big; many of them are express through my writing.

--- I started to publicly share my piece of art through writing at 14 and I never knew that writing was my talent. I have been looking and searching for years to find what is my true talent. Now, I think I found it!---

Writing here on hubpages is a bless! I enjoy every moment on here and believe it is very addicting! My motivation came from those who read me. Every time when I see 'new followers' I felt that I accomplished a goal. I do in fact care how much I make that day- out of my writing! Each penny means a lot to me because I felt I am awarding myself something through my accomplishment even though its a few penny. I worked hard and I truly believe I earned it. It's like a pat on a back. I cherish it at all cost.

When I first started writing, I made about 5 cent. I got overly excited because in my mind I'm thinking, my readers like me and I'm making money to reach my goal! My fiance at the time look at me as if I'm crazy, he handed me a nickle and tell me, "honey you don't have to do all of that, I have enough to support you."

No, writing to me is like setting goals. Each day you write you accomplish knowledge. Each penny you earn is rewarding. I don't want to sit at home spoiled myself, living off my husband paycheck and make babies! I have a brain full of knowledge; I'm gonna use it. I'm gonna entertain my readers, I'm going to set goals, and I am going to enjoy every minute of it.

My goal is very important to me, very important that I am willing to do whatever it take to make this goal/ dream comes alive. I am not doing this only for myself but I do this for the family that I am willing to have sometime in the future. I want to have my own home to myself. Not living through what my parent had already own but something I called my own. My parent own everything, the house and two cars. My dad tells me, "Honey, I know you can't afford any of these things! I don't think you do have the ability!" When he tells me that, it makes me very angry and it pushes me to work harder to prove to him that he's wrong. I made a bet with my dad that I am going to save every penny without my husband help to purchase this car and home! My dad tell me he is going to wait and see if his daughter accomplished it or not. Therefore this is my goal and I put my every penny that I made out of my writing to accomplish this goal. Although - in fact- I know that it is going to take years and years to get this, but it is worth to accomplish. I believe that if I try hard and the next day I try harder than yesterday, I could reach that mountain. I am not looking back and fall off the edge, I am going to climb and continue climbing! I am going to soar that sky like an eagle!

Heart fulfill with dedication, I send my thanks (millions of thank you!) to everyone for reading, commenting, and voting my hubs. It is a blessing and a great pleasure to have each and everyone of you as a friend and a family of the hubpages team. Each and everyone of you hubbers out there are an inspiration because each and everyone of you have a voice that speak through your writing to make me as your reader to expand my knowledge each and everyday. Words just can't express everything that's documented in my heart! Thank you (to each and everyone of the hubbers) so much for sharing your friendship, sharing laughter, sharing knowledge, sharing life experience, and sharing your talent here with me and all of us here on Hubpages! Thank you and lots of love! **HUGS**