My Own Diary

I always scan my diary when I'm alone

I let every words I wrote to tell it's own

The story of my life's dark possession

Reminiscing the past since I was born

Since back then when I was a child

My parent's advice I never try to abide

I always try to fit myself on my own guard

Disobeying them I felt the high pride

But then again I stop and realize my ways

When I drowned to the death raceways

I'm in the hospital when I remember she says

"My dear child never try to across the bays"

I sighed and close the diary after reading this

I bring myself again to my present ease

I cried again and again and mourned for peace

To my mother who save me from deadly breeze