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My book of truth

Updated on October 22, 2012

I filled a book with my heart

The words you cannot know

Each page the pain I keep inside

For you I just won't show


These lines remain my secrect

The story of my soul

And you are the only thing

That makes it feel whole


I feel ashamed for all my lies

When I wish you the best

Or how I don't feel for you

And put my love to rest


For these words slice through my tongue

Like I am eating glass

Wishing that they were the truth

And that the pain would pass


But in the truth...........there is a war

That rages in my heart

For I know if you read my book

We'd never be apart

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    • jennifereve110 profile image

      Jennifer Eve 

      5 years ago from New York

      Nice hub I love your poetry. I fell pleasure after listen your poetry.

      Thanks for sharing this voted up....

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      Jon 

      5 years ago from UK

      Hey Tess :) that's such a wonderful comment I don't really know how to reply especially coming from such a great writer great to see you popping in

      Love Jon xxx

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      Marites Mabugat-Simbajon 

      5 years ago from Toronto, Ontario

      This is so beautiful! Love the words, love the thoughts, love the feelings you put into it...they just flow all together so beautifully.

      I like this line especially: "For these words slice through my tongue

      Like I am eating glass"

      Sharing!

    • Simba73 profile imageAUTHOR

      Jon 

      5 years ago from UK

      Hey Shauna !!

      Great words of wisdom from ya as always !! It feels so good knowing you see stright through my words and into me :)

      I've been a bit quite on here recently but got some more to come soon :)

      Love Simba xx

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      Shauna L Bowling 

      5 years ago from Central Florida

      Jon, don't wish your words to slice your tongue. Let your absence eradicate her reason to cause pain. Give the spore no conductor and it cannot poison.

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      Gypsy Rose Lee 

      5 years ago from Riga, Latvia

      Voted up and beautiful. Memories can be precious and they can bring back things we'd rather forget however at this moment you bring out such emotions in your poems. Loved this. Hugs. Passing this on.

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      Jon 

      5 years ago from UK

      Fpherj48

      You words bring so much strength to my heart you will not believe :)

      Thank you so much

      simba XXX

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      Paula 

      5 years ago from Beautiful Upstate New York

      Simba...you describe the pain of your heart and soul and how you battle with your inner emotions.....this is so real, your readers cannot help but feel this all along side you.....sending you hugs of comfort.....UP++

    • Simba73 profile imageAUTHOR

      Jon 

      5 years ago from UK

      Thanks guys :)

      eHealer thanks for reading and I am so glad we met as I have a lot to learn from your hubs :)

      Para thanks for dropping in :)

      Btrbell you are so right thanks for reading :)

      And Faith....... Good question and yes there is a lot of pain but only time will tell if she reads the book :)

      Love ya'll

      Simba xxx

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      Randi Benlulu 

      5 years ago from Mesa, AZ

      So very sweet. I often think about that. If only people could really see us. Beautiful!

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      Para Nought 

      5 years ago from Inside My Mind

      I really enjoyed reading this, very moving and nicely written.

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      Faith Reaper 

      5 years ago from southern USA

      My goodness . . . please give her your book to read!!!

      Painfully cuts deep into one's heart . . . please give her the book, why would you not do so? Sorry, I always take things I read literally.

      Voted Way Up

      God bless. In His Love, Faith Reaper

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      Deborah 

      5 years ago from Las Vegas

      Beautiful Simba, I just love your poetry. You certainly are versatile and very talented! Thanks and voted up!

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