My problem is not that she cheated on me

When we first met, i made it clear to her that i am like a Dog and a Dog guards it's bone with jealousy. She knows me more than anyone else and can tell you that no matter how complex a situation might be that i always made my self clear and well understood. Twenty three years of marriage can't be compromise with anything and she would tell you that i provided her with everything she needed and also worked hard to make sure that the kids has the best.

My problem is not that she cheated on me, if it was just that, believe me i wouldn't even go for my gun but my problem is what he told her to convince her and the more i tried to understood what Rebecca did, the more i understood that Emma needed to go down. Yes, it is in no body's hand to take the life of another man and i am a Christian, a true believer and my Bible made it clear in Proverbs 6:34. "For jealousy arouses a husband's fury, and he will show no mercy when he takes revenge."

My Lord, i acted according to the scripture and the law cannot hold me for shooting him in my own bedroom, it was simply self defence. But if you as a man believe that i am wrong then put yourself in my shoes. Your own wife with a strange man on your bed. I called the cops after shooting him and would have shot Rebecca as well but the KIDS!