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Not That You Care

Updated on October 27, 2012

I am looking for something real

Not that you care.

Something tangible; something I can hold in the palm of my hand;

Like a box of promises filled to the brim with hope and expectation;

Or, in some respects, a sack of dreams --misty and surreal dreams;

Like the dreams that come to you in the early morning hours when it is almost time to rise;

These dreams seem so real

Not that you care.

I want to feel whole again; I want to experience life again;

I want to reach out and touch reality; I want to be me again;

Not that you care.

All I ask is for you to care once more; to believe that things can change;

Like the seasons change

Fall to winter

Winter to spring

Spring to summer

Summer to fall

An endless cycle of hope; knowing what to expect yet filled with expectation;

like the box that I want to hold in my hand.

Not that you care.

My world is broken. It has been shattered by reality.

A harsh reality that only I can bear to witness.

I want to fix so many things, but I feel helpless.

Not that you care.

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    • Kamalesh050 profile image

      Kamalesh050 4 years ago from Sahaganj, Dist. Hooghly, West Bengal, India

      Truly Wonderful! Very well done. Voted Up & Awesome.

      Best Wishes, Kamalesh

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      Sherri Tuck 4 years ago from Virginia

      I haven't written poetry in quite some time. Thank you for the encouragement.

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      Tijani Achamlal 4 years ago from Morocco

      Wonderful and sad poem.I feel it comes from the bottom of your heart and you are still in pain.Just little patience and all things shall be well and all manner of thing shall be well.You will be yourself again ..Don t worry,it is not late,I ve been there too.Voted up.

      Have nice day,

      James.

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      Michael Beskalis 4 years ago from San Francisco

      Wow your words created a blade that pierces through the heart. Your feelings are vivid and the words portraying them are beautifully knitted.

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