Oh Dear Eyes...
let me see beyond...
Eyes they say show a thousand meanings…its a window of the soul, with its tears and joy. As i I sit alone with a blank stare as time passes by, almost half a day over and haven’t really done anything worthwhile.
What a waste of time I know, shame a smile can be drawn but find no reason to show. I sometimes think I am like a living dead. I eat, I sleep, I talk…I breath. But deep inside me was emptiness and I feel like drowning with a cloud of thoughts.
Clock is ticking; I could silently hear its every stroke and with every beat of my heart I sigh… wallowed in my thoughts, my past, my present…and what the future holds for me. What a bummer I am for I know not exactly where my life leads on.
I wish to live a simple life that is happy. I dream to see the clouds and trees in its simple beauty. I long for the warmth of the sun when it sets high up the sky…and oh how I would love a lazy walk as the cool breeze of wind brushes of my hair while the sun settle down and a smiling moon shines down upon me.
Oh my…deep down I sigh…Oh please God don’t make it too long that I may see some signs. Human as I am I get sad and weak, emotional as I am… it stresses me out and I weep. Life’s not been easy but I deserve the blame for the bad choices and decisions I have made.
For the many times in my life I’ve felt so many ups and downs. So many times in my life, I have laughed and have cried. But in these many moments I had bravely stood tall, feeling too bad this time I seem to have given up my patience and all.
Oh Dear Eyes, please help me see beyond my thoughts and feelings…