I tried---oh God have I tried!
Even though those days I did not not realize ...I tried.
When I hit my knees; oh God!
Did I try. So very hard my Lord.
Where are you; my Jesus, my God ...where are you?
We are slowly drowning. Our Lord Jesus Christ. We still need you.
No proper soldier to save us ...no downy angel wing to comfort us.
Lord Jesus ...SAVE US!
Can you hear him? That little one so sweet?
I miss my Grandma ...she seemed so close to you.
Why not me? WHY not US?!
This little one; he is so sweet and so kind.
Why not HIM?!
JESUS where are you? The mover of mountains and destroyer of evil nations? where ...are you?
He suffers ...I suffer ...we grow so bleak.
Oh my God ...I know you are there.
I saw people fall, Hell rise up and take them down.
Oh my GOD! So careful am I now with my prayers.
I had heard but never saw ...just HOW you listened. Oh my GOD! MY LORD!
YOU BURNED THEM UP!
And still I reluctively cry out --- MORE!
I am human and I am YOURS oh God!
We still remain here ...unable to move.
FINISH IT! Oh my GOD ...FINISH it.