Please Let It Be Just Me
On my last breathe, please just be me
You and I had all that we would need, maybe one day you will see
That you can live without her, but you know you can't without me.
I gave you time and I stayed, let myself get used by you
Fucking another woman, the whole time I pretended I had no clue.
Yet you and I time was invested, meeting a friend of mine too.
Spending quality time hanging out, which you kind of hate to do.
You would drop her off at home, and come to me straight after
Leaning in before you leave, short passionate kiss a huge factor.
I don't understand when you pulled away, not when it felt like that
Than leave me yet again for her, laying next to her again its a fact.
Knowing that you sleep with her, baby I suffocated and slowely died
You won't choose either of us, each night both her and I have cried.
I thought at first your feelings, are stronger now than at first
That maybe we don't have sex, because its deeper what we thirst.
I had hoped by now you would see, how deeply in love with me you are
But the feelings I think you have, it's not even worth wishing on a star.
Confusion settles around my heart, It is obvious its love in our kiss
Why are you running away scared, don't you see what you will soon miss?
© 2014 Abby Rourk