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Poem: This Familiar Place where I belong

Updated on January 10, 2015

Forever Alone

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Dear Diary..

Here I am again.

This place has never changed..

Its always here for me.

Somewhere familiar I can always be.


My first visit was as a Kid,

bullied and ousted as I was sick.

I left abit to join the cool clique

But returned when they found out I weren't any rich.


In College I returned again.

For the Team and Sport I gave my all.

No one stayed when I was broken and torn.

Nor visit my ward when I was operated upon.


I was happy to return again.

A place where I scream and no one hears.

Where I cry and no one sees my tears.

It is a good place to be as there is no one else for me.


Here I am again.

This time, though my reasons not the same.


"Hush Hush and don't be surprised.

I know it might sound rather contrived.

Guess what, I am no longer lonely,

I have found someone just like me."


"Maybe I might come back in future

Maybe I wont need to return at all.

In that case, I just wanna say,

Thanks for those times we spent together."

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    • ladydeonne profile image

      Deonne Anderson 

      5 years ago from Florence, SC

      My friend,

      I'm trying to catch up on my comments. In reading this one I am saddened. It is my hope that all is well with you and the person you write so longingly about. If not, just know that the Universe is all and knows all. There is someone much better for you. You deserve and will find that person. In the meantime, live in the moment. Be grateful for the things and the people that are in your life right now. You have all that you need within you to be happy. Choose to be happy NOW. Don't wait for that special someone to come back or for the Universe to send someone else to you. The Universe is right on time. TRUST in that.

    • Desmondlee89 profile imageAUTHOR

      Desmond Lee 

      5 years ago from Singapore

      Hey Ladydeonne, thanks for your comments, been undergoing a rough patch and was not able to get down to writing, finally decided to return to hubpages when I saw your comments:) Really appreciate it.

      The sad thing is that, the person whom I mentioned at the end, just parted ways with me last week.

    • ladydeonne profile image

      Deonne Anderson 

      5 years ago from Florence, SC

      We all need to have that special place where we can tell and confess all...that special place where we can be ourselves without any restraints.

      Journaling or writing in our dairies can be very therapeutic . However, it is always good if we can find someone like us to talk to and be friends with.....so we don't have to be lonely any more. Thanks for sharing.

    • Isaac White profile image

      TDM 

      5 years ago from Welcome to my beautiful world, where magic is no longer a myth.

      your welcome

    • Desmondlee89 profile imageAUTHOR

      Desmond Lee 

      5 years ago from Singapore

      Thanks for your comments:)

    • Isaac White profile image

      TDM 

      5 years ago from Welcome to my beautiful world, where magic is no longer a myth.

      That was amazing,

      Terribly sad at first but, Its good to have a happy ending. keep it up.

      I. White

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