When Darkness Reigns~

It's when you feel like no one understands you,

And you're all alone, unloved and who cares?

It's when you feel like going to sleep,

And hope that you don’t wake up anymore.

It's when you feel hopeless,

And no one bother to ask, so what?

It's when you feel harsh and rough,

And there’s no way out.

It's when you have to carry the load,

All by yourself and no one dares to help.

It's when the emptiness is palpable,

And no one or nothing can fill it.

It's when no one seems to listen,

To your heart’s desire and you suffer.

It's when it feels like you have no voice,

And speechless, so it seems.

The anguish, you sigh and wonder why?

Soul is ripped, tormented and screaming.

You feel daunted, haunted and unwanted.

A silent wish, You say: let go, let be!

Darkness, it's here...

Trying to break your protective façade,

Robbing your soul, devouring your spirit low

You seek no freedom to live anymore.

Soul searching, withering in the dark.

You wish your demise would come into your slumber.

But, if you rest your case, will you finally be at peace,

Or be burnt in hell and eventually forgotten?

When darkness reigns - "lift up your hands to God and He'll make you feel alright."

Copyright@CrisSp~TM /08-2012. "The heart of my soul speaks to the soul of my heart by writing." ~

♥♥♥~

Dug from an old journal, this was written during one of the author's moments of longing and feeling of desolation. That moment has long been buried but the diary remains.

All Rights Reserved @CrisSp~TM / 08-2012