Poems about a monster: Narcissist Abuse
Numb
I suddenly find myself there... at the old battle ground
no feelings can be found,
surely I thought I would be ready to drown
Instead I just stare and gaze around
unsure no clue what could be seen, or what could be found...
so many memories made here...yet at this moment I don't feel a thing... I'm gone,
just completely...NUMB
The Masked Monster
Coming unraveled, and then there's you...
seeking purpose, yet plummeting... No glue... The egg shells cracked, falling coming unglued.
You sit there next to me wearing your " I'm innocent, and I care mask for a day!"
Screw you psycho take it off... You made me this way!!!
My rage boils inside as you gently caress my tear soaked body, and tell me it's all going to be okay!!!
You're a monster I think...How can you live this way??? Mind game beyond mind game!!!
I hate you so much, yet my inner child loves you anyway!!!
Coming unraveled, and then there's you...
seeking purpose, yet plummeting... No glue... The egg shells cracked, falling coming unglued.
Screw you and your eternal hell, it's not my fault that you are unwell!
I refuse to stand by and suffer, filling in as your little abuse buffer
I'm not your glue, and screw you for cracking me wide open!
I will mend, and it is you who will eternally suffer.