Poetry of My Past Vol.1
Left Behind
I know now I wont ever forget Wished for a chance For peace of mind So you spat on that Like the rest of me Again Ill never trust or pretend You've reduced me to a liquid A hot bullet Melting the wax Of a candle You've hurt me More than i can bring myself to say More than watching her Down herself In bitter tasting opiates You often miss But the hits are hard Like the night Destroying Daylight Straight lines To tally The friends That have gone before me Not a single death Will erase the fact That again I'm in a bind I must be blind I'm trusting blind I'm lusting Blind If only You had let me Say goodbye Christ, if you'd have talked to me In this lone damn time I'm not asking for everything Just for once Don't leave me behind
Whore Moans
Sexuality suffers
Am i about to erode?
Like boiling water overflows
Meeting the fire
Before it explodes
Is it too much effort to proceed?
Dieing backwards
No relief
Unnoticed
Undiscovered
Unwanted
Unappreciated
Vomit
Destruction
Nausea
Hallucinations
Before i remembered
Hesitation
Ejaculation
Menstruation
Premature
Premeditated
Death
