Blank Faces
Plastic Faces
I see a room full of mouths on faces, and hollow eyes. Flat answers for a surface question.
I'm being glared at by what looks like shiny marbles in an array of bony orbits. Nothing More then plastic smiles and empty mentalities.
I am being left blundered and confused, all around are crooked grins being slapped from one resilient soul to the next obliteration.
I see blank expressions behind simple conversation and vacant dream destinations.
The room gets smaller the more I try to visualize how it could be. What is happening? All of a sudden the air gets thinner, and harder to breath.
Sitting against a wall, I find myself constricted. I use all my strength to inhale, demanding my lungs to expand. Total asphyxiation and succumb.
I am sweating as I start to loose mental tangibility. Before too long the strength of trying to breath wears thin. What is happening to me? It feels as if I am suffocating in a trash bag enclosing around my entire cranium.
I close my eyes to rid myself of the pain, but the tension begins to crush my skull, filling my eyes with a sharp sting. My mind feels as though it will spontaneously combust.
The pain is to overbearing, the tension is making my vision spotty, before I know it my hands go numb and I find myself left in a corner frozen.
I see a room full of mouths on faces and sunken eyes, no sharp answers for a trivial question.
I am loosing touch with what is real as the deeper inside my mind I explore.
Walking down a path deep in the forest of my head chamber.
I try too hard to scream at what seems to be only figments of my imagination. in return, I get only complete blunder.
I see a warrior built deep inside. If only I could get to her. She is deep within my soul. I don't know where she has gone.
Am I yelling out loud, or is it all a dream? Whatever it is, I start to get dizzy, light headed and delirious.
My mind has gone blank, I can't seem to configure a single thought. All logic has been lost.
The pain is so overwhelming, it feels as if I am combusting from the inside, my mind is losing all concept of thinking.
After some time spend deep within my mind, I start to relax. I held myself tense, just waiting. I had ridden out the heavy tidal wave in my head. Once I regain my balance and clarity I find myself in that same room of ruthless features.
Yet again, everywhere I turn I only see hallow eyes and shallow spaces.
My heart sank into my chest to come to the conclusion that this was not a dream, nor was it a nightmare, but my own reality staring me right in the face. I am left devastated to be surrounded by even more plastic faces.
I Create In Myself a Distance From Reality..
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