Restrain- Writing this one off the top of my head, see where it goes
Title: Restraint
Restrained and helpless; tape my eyes to see
The beauty of atrocity
Strain out the faith so it will blend with me
Cause hidden virtues are so hard to find
Dowse my self control with pain
An impulse that's too lost to tame
And watch the shadows dance inside my eyes
With moments left; no place to hide
I watch two forces soon collide
Count the time back from ten; cause time has lost it's place
Too lost to know the fake from real
Shadows take my form and wear my face
And I'm feeling further and further away
I'm tangled in a web that's thick
Obscenities the half of it.... and I can only smile
A countdown to a mental stir
I'm getting lost in babbled words
My heart is laced with shades of gray
As poison fills my darkened veins
The scars that trace emotions tip
The hate and dread the half of it
The outer shell to countless cries
All coming to a final sigh
No alibi, no place to be
A dark that feeds on agony
And in these final hours
What's left of me slowly devoured
And I realize I no longer feel like myself...