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Sapphire Eyes - A Short Story

Updated on February 10, 2014
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A.C. Sutliff has been a teacher since 2010. She self-published a realistic fiction trilogy for teens and is now writing a fantasy trilogy.

Sapphire Eyes

Turn Off

The world turns on. Like that slow fade-in the TV does when you pull the knob out. Everything slowly comes into focus, tinted yellow from the towel in the window.

The TV’s on. Left on from last night. My normal wake-up call. A commercial. Pillsbury Doughboy, with cinnamon rolls covered in frosting. Yummy. Someone pokes him, and he giggles. My empty tummy twists with pain.

I look around the living room. A box of crackers on the floor, and a bag of M&Ms. I push my blanky away and slide off the couch to sit in front of the box. It feels empty when I pick it up. It looks empty when I peek inside, but I reach in anyways, pull out the bag. A few crumbs. I turn the bag over and catch the crumbs, shove them into my mouth, and chew. Swallow air.

The M&Ms are gone. I remember, because I ate them last night for dinner. I pick up the bag anyway, tear it open. The tiny colored pieces fall from the wrapper into the carpet before I can lick them up. I hear Momma’s voice inside my head. “Don’t eat off the floor Mirie. You’re not a dog.”

Momma came home last night. She looked that strange way, and walked in like she was really tired. Maybe I can have a real breakfast today.

I stand and walk past the kitchen and bathroom to Momma’s room. Her bed has a nice lump of covers, with her long black hair trailing out. Yes, she did come home, it wasn’t just a dream. I pick my way across the floor to her bed, careful not to step on the jewelry, the trail of clothes, the high heels and dirty spoons. Her bed is so high, I have to climb up.

Momma moves in her sleep. “Momma.” I whisper. I touch her hair, but she doesn’t move. “Momma.” I put my hands on her and shake her. “Momma!”

“Go back to sleep Mirie.” Her words sound muffled from her pillow.

“I’m hungry.” My voice is whiney, the way Momma hates it, but I can’t help it. My tummy hurts so much.

“I’ll make you something when I get up. Just give me a couple more hours.” She pulls on her covers, and her head is gone. I stare at the lump where she’s hiding. Then I slap her. Even through the covers, it hurts my hand when I hit her head.

“Uh, you little bitch! Get out, right now.” She rolls at me, and I fly back off the bed and hit the floor on my bottom. The tears flood my eyes. I scramble to my feet, put my hand over my mouth to stop the crying, and hurry out.

I run back to the TV, grab my blanky, collapse on the floor and let it out, long and hard into the frazzled yarn. Until I can’t feel anything but the hunger pains.

I go to the kitchen. The food is in the higher drawers, above the counter where I can’t reach, but I open all the bottom drawers just in case. Nope, not a single thing to eat.

I turn back to the counters. I’ve never climbed so high before, but I can do it. The open drawers are like steps. I set my jaw, grab at the top drawer and step up. I grab the counter top and step up again. My foot slips—I catch my knee on the drawer underneath me. Ow! I pull myself up, turn around and sit on the counter, rub my knee. It hurts!

I reach up to the cabinet and stand, pull the closest cabinet open, and duck under it. Macaroni and cheese in a box… cans of vegetables… a box of cereal. Lucky Charms. I reach up, but it’s too high, up on the second shelf.

I reach down and pull the toaster over, put one foot up. It feels sturdy. I hold onto the cabinet and step up, reach for the box, and grab it.

Something goes wrong, and the toaster moves underneath me. My feet hit the counter, but I fall backward, spinning upside down, and then the world turns off.

Four Years Later

White Sphere

I cross the street to my foster parents’ blue house. After a whole year, it just about feels like home to me, too. Even if Roger and Angela don’t feel like parents. Not sure they’re supposed to anyway. My notes home say To the guardians of MirnaConlins for a reason. So what if I don’t know what a real family feels like, I’ve had enough foster families to know that this one isn’t any different. Something’s simply missing. Maybe if they adopted me?

The door isn’t locked, which means Angela must be here. I go straight down to my room and slam the door behind me.

I kneel on the floor over in the corner next to my crappy little white desk, and plow through my pile of drawing stuff. All these notebooks are full. Dang it, I guess I have to get a new one.

I go back to my door, open it. “Hey Angela?” I shout down the hallway.

“Mirna?” Her voice sounds small, coming from the other side of the house.

“Come here.” I put my back against the door frame and cross my arms.

Angela appears at the end of the hallway. “How long have you been home?” She stands in front of me and puts her hands on her hips.

“I dunno. Can I get a new drawing notebook?”

“You know, I’d appreciate it if you’d say hi when you get home from school.”

“I get home the same time every day. Why’s it matter?”

“So I know you made it okay. Is that so much to ask?”

“Fine. Can I get my notebook now?”

Angela looks past me, into my room. “Sure. Once you clean up your room.”

Lame! “My room is fine.”

“It’s a mess. You might as well not have a clothes hamper, and your toy chest must be empty by the looks of things. You need to learn to take care of your things or you’ll wake up one day and they’ll be gone. Now clean it up.”

Fine, whatever. I turn to go back into my room. Something catches my attention—a white glowing ball in the corner of my eye. I spin around to get a better look at it, but it’s not there, no it’s still in the corner of my eye. Getting bigger. I blink. What is that? It keeps growing. I reach out, but there’s nothing there. I turn around again, and find Angela staring at me, her forehead creased and her mouth moving, but I can’t hear her.

Then the white sphere spills over everything.

Skip Out

Beep…. Beep…. What is this? Hard, pinching my finger. Sticking to my arm. Bruised all over, like a piece of rotting fruit. Why does everything hurt? It’s like a bad dream, an old memory.

Someone’s talking. Who’s there? I force my eyes open. A lady stands over me. Dark hair, sandy skin, hard eyes. Never seen her before. Where am I?!

I open my mouth, but nothing comes out.

She grabs my arm, but her hand is stiff, almost painful. “I’m Helen from Social Services. You’re in the hospital, Mirna. You had a seizure.”

Seizure? What does that mean? Hospital? Am I sick? It really hurts. I squeeze my eyes shut and see a flash of white. “What—” I swallow and take a breath. “Angela?”

The lady’s face goes serious. She sits on the edge of my bed and pats my hand. “She… left.”

“Left?” I ask. “Why?” My eyes find the monitor beside the bed, with its green flashing lights and little black buttons. Beeping away at me. I clench my jaw and force the words out. “When’s she coming back?”

“Oh Mirna….” Her eyes go soft, and her mouth twitches. She shakes her head. “They’re bringing you your things….”

This lady’s from Social Services. Oh, no. No, this can’t be what I think it is. Please tell me they aren’t skipping out on me. After a whole year. And I thought they might even adopt me. Who was I kidding? If they were going to, they would have already.

“We talked and we feel like it’s best to find you a new placement that can give you the support you need.” The lady stares at me, frowning, feeling sorry for me.

I fix my eyes on the ceiling. What’s best for me. Like they know. Why is it never my choice? I don’t want a new placement! How could they do this to me? Don’t they care about me at all?

My face is wet. My whole body feels glued to the bed, too drained to move. Holy jeans, I’m tired. I blink the tears out of my eyes, and suddenly I don’t want to sleep. Every time I close my eyes, I see the white sphere burned into the back of my eyelids.

Four Years Later

Pathetic Lies

The bus comes to a hard stop, the kind of stop that leaves you rocking back and forth with your hand on the seat in front of you, wondering if the driver almost hit someone. Tequana grabs my arm to keep me in the seat. People shuffle past us to get off. Drunks, bums, crack heads, the usuals of the community bus crowd.

I need someone to tell me we don’t fit in here, but the only people who ride this bus are the people who have to. I guess this is where we belong, so why ask for a lie?

I grab my bag and follow Tequana down the isle to the door. The bus driver turns sideways to look back at us, flashing us a sleazy grin. Get me out of here! I jump down the stairs and out of the bus. “You two have yourself a nice day.” The bus hisses and squeals and pulls away.

The line to the soup kitchen is so long it’s trailing outside of the building and all the way down the block. My stomach twists with hunger. I pull my bag onto my shoulder and heave a sigh. It’s going to be a long wait.

“Hey, Mirie.” Tequana points across the street… at a McDonald’s. “Wanna play SMS?”

Heck yes! I follow her to the crosswalk, across the street and inside.

Holy jeans, it smells good.

Instead of going up to the line, we turn and go through the bathroom door. Tequana goes up to the sink and puts her bag on the counter, digs through it.

I go into the first stall and unzip my bag, pull out the empty bottle of pills to read the label. Topamax: 50 mg, Take one tablet twice daily with food or water.

I don’t know why I keep this stupid bottle. I’ve been out of pills for nearly a week. If something hasn’t happened by now, then maybe I never needed them. Maybe the seizure was just another lie, like the rest of my life. All one big pathetic lie.

I toss the pill bottle into the tiny trashcan on the side of the stall, flush and go back out to wash my hands. Tequana looks like a completely new person in her Stranded Middle Schooler getup. She did her hair up in a ponytail and put on a baseball cap. She replaced her jacket and t-shirt with a nice short-sleeved shirt. She put on a clean pair of jeans that doesn’t have holes or frayed edges.

Tequana hands me a light blue t-shirt, and I put it on over my gritty tank top. She nods at me. “Good enough. Keep your mouth shut.”

I frown. “I can’t help?”

“You’re a horrible actor.”

I roll my eyes. Fine. We grab our bags and go for the lines. Tequana waits for a while, and then gets in line behind a lady in a nice leather jacket. She looks about forty, well off. A good target.

The line moves pretty fast. The lady in front of us orders something to go and moves over to stand in front of her receipt on the counter.

Tequana steps up. “I want a number two, large, and a sundae. To go.”

“Me too,” I say.

The man punches some buttons. “Fourteen sixty-two.”

Tequana puts her hands in her pockets, digs in her purse, checks her pockets again, then goes for her bag, making a big deal of searching for money we both know she doesn’t have.

“No way… Uh.” She looks through her purse again. “Did I give you the twenty my mom gave me?” She turns to look at me.

“No.” I wrinkle my forehead at her.

“Oh, god, I can’t find it.”

The man behind us grumbles loudly.

“Will you go check the bathroom for it?” Tequana asks.

I head back to the bathroom, pace around the tiny room twice, then go out and walk back up to her. “It wasn’t in there.”

“Do you have any other way to pay?” the man behind the counter asks.

“No, that’s all I got,” Tequana says. “My mom won’t be back for two hours.” She is doing a great job of acting frantic. “God, what are we gonna do?”

“If you can’t pay then move it,” the man says.

“Wait.” The lady with the leather coat steps over. “I’ll pay for you.”

“Really?” Tequana says. “Oh, thank you!”

The lady hands a twenty to the cashier. “Don’t worry about it.” She smiles. Her food comes up, and she takes her change, picks up her bag and walks out the door.

Right on! I smack Tequana on the back and she gives me a huge smile.

Our food comes up in a to-go bag. Tequana grabs the bag and I get the sundaes.

“T, you are awesome!” I say, once we’re outside.

“Works every time. Just pick the perfect target and—” she snaps her finger, “Free lunch.”

“I’m so lucky you’re here. I’d be lost without you.” This is the first time I’ve mentioned it to Tequana. It’s true, too. When I ran away from my newest foster home, I was this close to getting caught when I met Tequana in a park, and we’ve been like this ever since.

“Yeah, you would.” Tequana smirks.

“You’re my best friend.”

Tequana tilts her head. “You’re my best friend, too.”

Suddenly I can’t see anything but white out of my right eye. The loud roar of the traffic fades out. All I can hear is this low buzzing noise, like the whisper of a radio turned down too low to figure out what you’re listening to. The sundaes slip out of my hands and splatter onto the sidewalk. For some reason, as the white spills over everything, all I can think about is how much it sucks that I didn’t even get to taste my ice cream.


Jane Doe. That’s what the stupid chart says, hanging at the foot of the stupid hospital bed. It’s the name they give people like me. The nobodies.

Maybe it’s a good thing. As long as they don’t know who I am, they can’t put me somewhere. I’ll wait for my chance to break out of here and go back to where I really belong.

Outside the door, my guard stands up. Maybe this is my chance. I sit up, but I force myself to stay in the bed until I know the guard is really gone. If he sees me going for my stuff in the corner, I’ll never get out of here.

I slump back into the pillows. It’s a guard change. And even worse, my new guard isn’t a nurse, or a doctor. He’s dressed in a yellow polo shirt and khakis. A social worker. He comes in. Doesn’t even bother to knock or wait for an invitation. That’s how pathetic I am. I can’t even control who comes to visit me when I end up in the hospital after having the fits on the side of the road. Like it matters anyways. The only visitor I would take is Tequana, but she isn’t coming. She made that painfully obvious when she took my backpack and split as soon as she realized where she would be going if she stayed with me. The worst part is, I can’t blame her. Who’s to say I wouldn’t do the exact same thing if I were her?

“What do you want?” I snap.

The man doesn’t miss a beat. He steps forward and holds out his hand. “Hi, I’m Jim Horton.” What? No I’m from social services spiel? Who is this guy?

“What the hell is that?” I say, eyeing his outstretched hand.

“This is a handshake.” I can’t faze the guy. He even smiles at me. “Well, not yet anyway. That would require another hand. Currently it’s a wannabe handshake.” He looks at his hand and then back at me with that stupid grin on his face.

“Why would I shake hands with you?” I cross my arms.

“Because that’s what people do when they meet.”

I catch of whiff of something—it reminds me of the McDonald’s I didn’t get to eat—and I spot a plain white bag in the guy’s other hand. Did he bring me food?

“Yeah, whatever,” I say under her breath, but I can tell this guy’s type. He’ll stand like that all day, so I might as well get it over with. I hold my hand up.

He takes my hand and shakes it gently. “It’s nice to meet you…?” He cocks his head and raises his eyebrows.

“Like I’d actually tell you my name.” I pull my hand away and eye his bag of food. The smell of roast beef is starting to fill the room.

“That’s too bad. If you don’t want to tell me your name, I’ll just have to give you one. Hmm….” He gazes into my eyes, but I don’t look directly at him. “How about Sapphire.”

“Sapphire?” I spit the word in his face.

“Sure, Sapphire, for your eyes. Sapph for short.”

“That is lame.”

“Too bad. You gave away your right to complain the second you chose to make me pick your name for you.”

I scoff. “What’d you say your name was? …Jimmy? Why are you here, anyway? You’re not a doctor, and you’re sure as hell not a social worker.”

“How can you tell?” He smiles at me, but it looks weird.

“All those assholes always give you their title, like it’s something to be proud of. I’m Mary from Child Social Services, where we screw over every child who has the good fortune of falling into our care. I can’t wait to screw you, too.” I cross my arms and roll my eyes.

“My mistake, let me introduce myself correctly,” he says with another weird smile. “I’m Jimmy the painter.”

“Painter?” I look into his face, and I see something different there, underneath his stubbled chin and lame brown eyes. Something real. Then I realize why his smile looks weird. It’s a real smile, not some fake face he puts on to try to make me feel comfortable. Not the creepy smiles I always see on the streets, or the mandatory smiles of all the foster parents who try to win me over. No one has ever smiled at me like that. “…What do you paint?” I ask.

“Whatever my client wants me to paint, which is usually walls.”

“Walls? You paint walls?”

“Sure, walls, siding, trim…. But what I really prefer are the murals. Ever been to Balmy Alley?”

I shake my head.

“That’s too bad. Everybody should see the murals at least once in their life.”

No surprise. I’ve known this guy for five minutes and he’s already telling me what to do. Go to Balmy Alley and look at the paint on the walls. Yeah? Well what if I don’t give a damn about stupid painted walls? What then, Jimmy the painter? That smell comes back again, making my mouth water and my stomach grumble. Making me even angrier. Why won’t he just leave already?

“You look hungry,” Jimmy says. “Go ahead. I already had my first sandwich anyways. This is my seconds.” He holds his bag of food out to me.

If I take it from him, I’ll owe him, but something comes over me. I grab the bag from him, pull out the roast beef sandwich, unwrap it and take a huge bite. The sandwich is still warm, the meat juicy, and the bread a little moist.

Jimmy watches me chew with this look on his face. Not the smug, full-of-himself face I expect. Not only is he not proud of himself for getting me to trust him enough to eat his food, he actually looks sad.

“Thank… you,” I say around the mouthful.

Jimmy finally sits down, in the chair by my bed. “So, I understand you had a seizure,” he says.

So they tell me. That’s my life. People come in, but they always leave. They feed me lies, and they ditch me. They tell me what to do and then skip out, before it’s ever my turn to do the telling.

“Since I know your secret, I think it’s only fair that you have something on me too, so here it is.” Jimmy holds his hands up. “I have seizures, too.”

He’s like me? Could it be true? Not a doctor, not a social worker. He comes in to have a conversation, not to find out who I am, or poke me with needles, or tell me what to do. Not to give me a new placement, or get me to trust him. It’s too good to be true.

Which means that it isn’t. Jimmy did try to find out who I am. And he nearly did get me to trust him. I may be homeless and hopeless, but I’m not stupid. I know an act when I see one. The painting, the food, the seizures, it’s all part of his elaborate scheme. “Right, I believe you, because you’re such a great guy.”

Jimmy doesn’t even try to stick up for himself.

“Even if it was true, you’re only telling me to get my trust,” I say.

“What’s so wrong with that?” he asks.

“Everything! It’s fake, it’s dirty, it’s… just like a social worker, trying to earn my trust just long enough to trap me and ditch me.”

“You forgot. I’m Jimmy the painter, not Mary the social worker. And there’s no trapping, no ditching, just a guy trying to do some honest good in a world that could use it.”

Honest good? “But why?” I ask.

“Because the way I see it, there are two kinds of people in this world. People who help themselves, and people who help each other. I decided a long time ago that I would be someone who helps other people.”

“By painting walls. Congratulations Jimmy. You’ve helped so many people.”

“You know.” Jimmy stands up. “I can’t help someone who won’t let herself be helped.” He turns around and walks right out, leaving me alone. And without a guard.

Maybe he wasn’t trying to trap me after all.

New Dawn

I get off the bus and head down the street. This is silly, but there’s no where else to go, so I walk up to the first person I see and say, “This the way to Balmy Alley?”

The man nods and points down the street.

My heart pounds. I break into a run past an old-looking restaurant. I stumble to a halt at the corner. The alley is filled with colors. This has to be it. I made it.

Most of these murals are strange, but cool, in their own way. Which wall did Jimmy do? I walk down until something catches my eye and makes me stop.

The mural isn’t even on a wall. It’s painted on the back of a fence. A rural scene with mountains in the background and a mob of people in colorful clothes in the foreground. All the people look Mexican or something. Two people are holding a chain across the whole mural, but it’s broken. All the people have their fists in the air, like they’re demanding something from me. The old woman with the chain really draws me in. She has a ring in her nose. That is wicked.

“It’s pretty amazing, isn’t it?”

I turn around. Jimmy is standing across the alley, with a woman next to him. He found me. In this huge city, where I could have gone anywhere, we found each other here. Is it because he knew I’d come to see his mural, or because I was hoping he’d look for me here? Maybe it’s both, and maybe it doesn’t matter.

“What does it mean?” I ask.

He comes across the alley and stares at the painted fence. “It’s a new dawn, Mirna.”

He knows my name? Then why did he call me Sapphire?

“You see that chain?” Jimmy points. “It represents everything that holds you back and keeps you down. It’s broken because the people overcame their oppressors and made a new start for themselves.”

“How did you find me, Jimmy?”

He comes over and puts a hand on my shoulder. “Why did you run away, Sapph?”

I shrug. He’s so annoying! I turn away and stare at the two people holding the chain. They look so sad.

“Where are you going to go?”

I shrug. Like I’d tell him?

Jimmy scrunches up his face in a thoughtful pose. “I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but you can’t just wander the streets. You need clothing and shelter and food. And you need your medication, or you’ll just end up back in the hospital again. …Or worse.”

“Why should you care?” I say under my breath.

“We have an empty bed and an open spot at our table. …Sapph, you should come with us.”

“Why should I?!” I push his hand off my shoulder and step away. “Why should I do anything you say? You’re just trying to—”

“You’re right,” Jimmy interrupts. “I shouldn’t tell you what to do. I just met you. If you want to live your life on the streets, I won’t stop you.” He turns and walks back across the alley, to the woman he’s with. She gazes over his shoulder at me, then nods at him. They start to walk away.

He’s leaving me? After he came all the way over here to look for me, when he didn’t even know if I’d be here or not, he’s just going to leave? Why did I come here anyway? To look at stupid paint on the walls? I stare at the stupid thing. One person in the crowd catches my eye—a woman cradling a child in her arms. The way a mother should hold a child.

I turn to gaze down the alley at Jimmy and the woman with him. Holding each other, like a real family, and I suddenly want to be a part of that more than I’ve ever wanted anything before in my life.

I can’t stand here and watch them walk away from me.

“Wait!” I race down the alley after them.

They both turn toward me with open arms, and suddenly I realize they never would have left me behind.


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      Wayne Barrett 

      5 years ago from Clearwater Florida

      Very nice work AC. You kept me captivated.

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      5 years ago

      Thanks you two, and Parrster too! I am finally doing something with this story through Amazon's Break Through Novel contest. So your encouragement means a lot.

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      Carrie Lee Night 

      5 years ago from Northeast United States

      AC: A good story with raw emotion. A good entry into the competition. :)

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      5 years ago

      I'm glad I stumbled across this, a brilliant read. Good work!

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      Richard Parr 

      7 years ago from Australia

      It's been a while AC, but I'm glad I came by and read this; just reinforces what I've come to know of your writing -- it's brilliant!

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      7 years ago

      I'm very pleased to hear that you both enjoyed this story. WKHayes, thank you for your encouraging words. Funmontrealgirl, I appreciate you coming on the roller coaster with me, your tears are very precious. Thanks to you both!

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      7 years ago from Montreal

      Thank you dear writer for this emotional roller coaster ride. And now, I keep on choking on my tears. This is so beautifully written.

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      Warren Keith Hayes 

      7 years ago from Bryson City, North Carolina

      Life isahrd and finding ways to overcome can being even harder. This is a great story and you have done a wonderful job. I sincerely hope that as time goes by,your life will always continue to improve with joy and happiness.

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      7 years ago


      Thank you for the lovely long nice comment. You have really shown some interest in my writing, and I appreciate that a lot.

      You have a great question about Jimmy. This short story is pulled out of my novel, originally written in many points of view. I had to rewrite quite a few scenes to make them fit in this short, and the one where Jimmy meets Mirna is one of the rewrites. In my novel, it makes more sense, because you see that Jimmy is a doctor's husband, and she asks him to watch the room so that Mirna won't disappear, so it makes much more sense for him to be there. As for how easy it was to get out of the hospital.... I'm sure it wasn't easy, but somehow she managed. (I just might consider writing a scene to show how she manages to get out. :)

      Thanks again! I really enjoy the questions, because it lets me know if there are things that are missing. Like her age not being mentioned specifically. At this point, all you can guess is that she's about the age of a middle schooler. (Stranded Middle Schooler Getup.)

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      7 years ago from United States

      First, let me say that you've captured Mirie's world very well. I could clearly see and feel what she was feeling...and it brought back a lot of painful memories. So you did your job as a writer. Excellent!

      Normally, I'd tell you that and be on my way, but since you've asked for constructive criticism I did look for anything that might be improved. It wasn't easy to find, so you can take or leave my thoughts as you prefer :)

      There was one typo that stood out. It just needs a space: "Which means that it isn’t. Jimmydid try to find out who I am...." With a space being needed between Jimmy and did.

      Also, I couldn't help but wonder how she got out of the hospital. How old was she? How old did she look? Did you give me any clues and I just missed them? If so, please forgive me :)

      Was it really that easy for her to leave the hospital and go back out on the streets without anyone really questioning her? And how did Jimmy come upon her? I understand that there are people who really do want to help others, but they do have something that happens that brings them to those people in need at just the right time. Did he see her when she had that siezure on the street? Was he the one who got her help? Was he just a worker in the hospital who saw a lonely, starving girl in need and made it his duty to see what he could do to help?

      These were all questions I had while reading it. This is your piece though, not mine. Sometimes it's hard to remember that when your work is being critiqued by other writers! Haha! Anyway, you've got an obvious talent. I wish you luck in your future writing endeavors :)

    • ACSutliff profile imageAUTHOR


      7 years ago


      Thank you for the suggestion. I totally agree with you, I should describe the pots and pans and Tupperware in those drawers. :) You're comment is very helpful. I'm glad you were hooked to the end. Thanks for letting me know you enjoyed the reading.

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      Sylvia Leong 

      7 years ago from North Vancouver (Canada)

      The above comment is from me (wanting to know what's in the bottom drawers). Sorry, HubPages logged me out & so my name didn't get posted.

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      7 years ago

      Amazing story!!! And great writing!

      Just one tiny thing that caught me:

      "I go to the kitchen. The food is in the higher drawers, above the counter where I can’t reach, but I open all the bottom drawers just in case. Nope, not a single thing to eat."

      I would like to know what's in those bottom drawers. As well, here's an opportunity to further detail Mirna's world for us. We'll understand that there isn't any food when you don't mention any.

      Just my opinion. Hope it helps.

      And as Anthea said above, once I started reading this, I couldn't put it down!

    • ACSutliff profile imageAUTHOR


      7 years ago

      Anthea Carson,

      I'm glad to hear it! I always try to keep my readers' attention, but I didn't know I had written something so gripping. I appreciate your comment, thank you for reading and letting me know you were here~!

    • ACSutliff profile imageAUTHOR


      7 years ago


      I'm happy to see you come by. Thank you not only for the comment but for the proof. I look forward to it! I most certainly will keep writing. Thanks again for stopping by~

    • ACSutliff profile imageAUTHOR


      7 years ago


      I'm so happy to see you come by. Thank you for your honest feedback. I have a strong connection to the message in this story, so I'm happy to hear that you think it's powerful. I certainly try to keep my readers' attention!

    • ACSutliff profile imageAUTHOR


      7 years ago


      I thank you kindly for the publicity. You are truly a thoughtful person. I hope you enjoyed the story too.

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      Anthea Carson 

      7 years ago from Colorado Springs

      Very good writing, couldn't stop reading it. No kidding, it really grabbed me.

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      7 years ago from Clarksville, Indiana

      AC I just finished proofing your story.

      First let me say it is so beautiful and painful it grabs me in the depths of my heart.

      You did a lovely job.

      You asked for constructive criticism so I will send that to your email.

      You are a passionate, warm and sensitive writer. Keep up the good work.

      Voted up and beautiful

    • WillStarr profile image


      7 years ago from Phoenix, Arizona

      I really like your style AC. It grabs the reader and won't let go.

      Very well done, and the message is powerful.

      I vote this up and awesome.

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      Website Examiner 

      7 years ago

      Dear AC: In response to your recent forum request for critique on this story, I took the liberty of sharing it with the members of my newly established HubPages Fiction Readers Club. Sincerely, W.E.

    • ACSutliff profile imageAUTHOR


      7 years ago

      Doug Turner,

      It's nice to meet you! Thank you for reading my hub. I really appreciate that you left me a comment. And such a nice one, too! Really, I can't say thank you enough for your honest words. I enjoyed writing this, and I'm glad to see you enjoyed reading. Take care!


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      Doug Turner Jr. 

      7 years ago

      I enjoyed this and I think that your terse writing style is highly suitable for today's frenetic world. This is sad, tough material but you don't shy away from it. Nice work.

    • ACSutliff profile imageAUTHOR


      7 years ago


      Thank you for leaving a comment! I do appreciate you reading my story. Your suggestion is very helpful, but I don't think I will be able to make that change. My character's thoughts make up almost all of the narration, since it's in first person point of view, and it would be hard to read if it was italicized that much. I could rewrite it in third person and put in some of the character's thoughts with italics though. I just might do that. Thanks!

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      7 years ago

      I have to say, Wow! Great writing. I have no helpfull comments yet quite a bit of envey of your talent, well I can say one tiny thingm when characters are thinking those thoughst shouts be italized and within quotes, aside from that, GREAT WORK!

      Tim W

    • ACSutliff profile imageAUTHOR


      8 years ago


      I'm glad to share, and thank you for reading. Your comment brings a smile to my face.

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      K.A.E Grove 

      8 years ago from Australia

      beautiful just beautiful, thank you for sharing it

    • ACSutliff profile imageAUTHOR


      8 years ago

      Thank you LizzyBoo,

      This is a short story, and my long stories (Inside My Head for example) have to get broken up into separate hubs grouped together. I have serials several chapters long, thank you for asking about that!

      You are too kind, LB! Diamonds, really? You make me blush!

    • LizzyBoo profile image


      8 years ago from Czech Republic

      AC- I have one question. If this is a short story I would like to know What is a long story written by you! Hope the hubpages can take it all!! I really have a great time diving in your hubs.

      Well done! You joined 2 months ago and your hubs are like diamonds!!!


    • ACSutliff profile imageAUTHOR


      8 years ago


      I'm so very glad to have entertained you. Your comment has lifted my spirits and put me in the mood to write, which is too bad because I have to go to work right now!

      Thank you, LizzyBoo!

    • LizzyBoo profile image


      8 years ago from Czech Republic

      Hello, I have red it. Everyone knows I am a sensible person. The story touched me dearly and I got drawn into it. Actually I red it last night around midnight. I came to read it today again. You are really a writter all I can do is to try to learn from you. Thank you very much for a excellent time spent thanks to your story.


    • ACSutliff profile imageAUTHOR


      8 years ago

      K Alto,

      I wish there was some way to write a comment that could give you an idea of how much that means to me. You have truly made my day!

    • kaltopsyd profile image


      8 years ago from Trinidad originally, but now in the USA


      This is like the 3rd time I've come back to read this story or some part of the story. I really, really love it! You're such a great writer - so in tuned with your character's emotions and... everything! I just felt like coming back and reading this all of a sudden.

      If your story just randomly pops into my mind, then that means it's awesome, no exaggeration. I mean it. I'm not here to flatter or spew mush (as I tend to do, lol) but I think this was the very first of your writings that I've ever read and it truly impressed me then.

      Well, just so you know. I've read it twice after that and it still impresses me.

    • ACSutliff profile imageAUTHOR


      8 years ago


      Thank you for stopping by! Maybe I will post a new hub about how the competition goes, if it goes well, that is. :) It's nothing too special, just a local competition, but it's something to concentrate on.

      Thank you for the comment! I'm glad you chose to read this one, it's one of my favorites.


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      8 years ago

      ACSutliff, wow! You write with emotion and a realism that is compelling. Please let us know how things go in the competition.

    • ACSutliff profile imageAUTHOR


      8 years ago

      Wow everybody!

      You have nearly made me speechless! Nearly.... But not quite!

      Foxy, Thanks again for reading. The awkward moments were the result of stepping inside the mind of a four year old girl. I thought it was appropriate, but I do have to agree with LT that tweaking would make it better.

      Lulubell, wow, you are awesome to say such amazing things about my writing. My novel is very similar to this, but takes some time to build up to the amount of 'awesome' that this short story is packed with. /blush I'm going to come visit you Lulu!

      I'm glad you picked up on Mirna's silly saying, K Alto! Wow, it's such a rush to have someone hooked, especially someone who I admire, like you! Your writing is just as amazing, K!

      Bluejay, thank you for stopping by! I will be on my way to visit you tomorrow!

      Lynn, thanks again, so very much, for another read! I owe you a story and a comment now! I'll get on that tomorrow. :) :) :) :) Your compliments have made me so happy my face hurts from smiling, and I will get NO sleep tonight, too many emotions running through me! My novel is a lot like this story, Inside My Head is what it's called, just in case you were curious.... :)

      You guys are all AWESOME!


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      Lynn Nodima 

      8 years ago from United States

      Wow. I have started and restarted this comment about four times, now. I don't usually have trouble finding the right words, but this story is an emotional powerhouse. You are a great writer, and have my vote. I am not sure I agree with others about the changes you should make. I thought the imagery set the stage for what was to come. On the other hand, I tend to either really like someone's writing, or not like it at all, so I may not be the best person to give criticism.

      What I noticed most was the visual elements. I really enjoy reading a story that gives me a mental picture of the atmosphere as well as the action. You have perfected that. Good work and good luck with the competition!

    • bluejay900 profile image


      8 years ago

      WOW! you are an amazing writer. i look forward to reading more of your hubs in the future. i hope you win!

    • kaltopsyd profile image


      8 years ago from Trinidad originally, but now in the USA

      Holy jeans! (hehe). What a great story! You're an amazing writer, AC. I think I'm officially hooked on your writing. You kept me completely engaged for this entire story. Keep up the wonderful work!

      If you haven't entered or won the competition already, good luck!

    • lulubell1798 profile image


      8 years ago

      I loved the hub! it was so awesome! i love how you portrayed her emotions so... awesomely! i hope you do a few more like this one! good luck in the contest! i hope you win!

    • silverfoxygirl108 profile image


      8 years ago


      This is a very good short story! I agree with LT, there are some odd places at the first that didn't make as much sense as it could, but I know that you are a good enough writer that you can fix it to be he best it can! Good luck in the contest and just have fun when you write!

    • ACSutliff profile imageAUTHOR


      8 years ago


      Completely agreed! I can't wait to adopt someone special!

    • Dobson profile image


      8 years ago from Virginia

      I know of three couples unable to have children who have taken in little ones and no one has regretted a single moment of it. All the children seem to thrive in the loving care of a devoted couple of parents. We need to address this situation as bad as the economic crisis in the United States.

    • ACSutliff profile imageAUTHOR


      8 years ago

      Thank you for the compliment, and as always, thank you for reading! Your comment has made me feel like I accomplished my goal with this story. My husband and I don't have children yet, and I want to adopt more than anything else. Though I love babies, I've thought about taking in someone who is a little older as well, someone about three or four maybe.... if the little one needed someone, but it looked like no one else would be there. The foster care system in our country is not good, but what alternative do we have?


    • Dobson profile image


      8 years ago from Virginia

      Beautiful story AC. I can imagine every child in this situation feels like your character. It is such a pitiful situation that a child has to suffer for parental love and the stability of a good home. I continue to consider foster parenting because we only have two children but I know we could love many more.

    • ACSutliff profile imageAUTHOR


      8 years ago

      Hi there phoebe~

      I'm so glad you enjoyed the read, and thank you for the comment. That's a good point.... The color of her eyes isn't really mentioned until Jimmy comes in and gives her that nickname. But on the other hand, it is the title of the story, so it's implied, and it makes the meaning of the title more powerful if you wonder why it's called that until the very end when you finally discover that it's Mirna who has the sapphire eyes. It's also the symbol of the short story. She sees the white sphere coming with her sapphire eyes and knows that she's about to end up back in the hospital again.

      Maybe I will add one line: "The sphere spills over everything, filling my blue eyes with white nothingness."

      I just might do that! Thanks phoebe!

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      8 years ago

      I really love the emotion your story inspires. I also like your dialogue and the attitude Mirna has towards Jim at first.

      Just one constructive criticism: could you maybe tie the name Sapphire more into the central plot of the story, maybe mention that she has blue eyes in the earlier scenes?

      Overall awesome story!

    • lisadpreston profile image


      8 years ago from Columbus, Ohio

      AC- I got your email. I will write you back. Thank you!

    • ACSutliff profile imageAUTHOR


      8 years ago


      I DO see what you mean! Thank you so very much for taking the time to do that for me. Constructive criticism sure is an amazing thing, isn't it? I would love to know more about your critiquing philosophy and technique.

      Thank you for finding me!


    • ltfawkes profile image


      8 years ago from NE Ohio

      Hi, AC,

      Good job. I like the way you've used photos. Innovative.

      In your introduction, you asked for constructive criticism. I've been running a writers' workshop for five years at the local Barnes & Noble, so criticism is what I do.

      Your story is good. This is just one person's opinion - take it or leave it - but I think if you clean it up a bit it will be much stronger.

      I'm just giving you a few notes. You'll see what I mean by cleaning up and you'll be able to go through the rest of it.

      p 1 - The world turns on slowly like the TV does when you pull the knob.

      p 2 - Yummy. Someone pokes him.

      p 3 - I turn the bag over. Catch the crumbs. Shove them into my mouth. Chew. Swallow air

      p 4 - , tear it open. Tiny broken pieces

      p 6 - She's a lump under her bed covers. Her long black hair trails out.

      See what I mean? Like I said, that's just my opinion. It's your story, and it's a good one. Hey - good luck in the contest!


    • ACSutliff profile imageAUTHOR


      8 years ago


      You are not intrusive, so no need to apologize! And I am flattered! I will send you an email. :)


    • lisadpreston profile image


      8 years ago from Columbus, Ohio

      I too like the skips in time. Your character development is awesome. Somehow you captured the scenerio of what really happens and the feelings involved with a child such as Mirna. People who grow up normally could never have the insight of that first scene with Mirna and her mother. How is it that you are so insightful? Who are you? Can I know more about you? I don't mean to be intrusive but I am deeply intrigued. Sorry.

    • ACSutliff profile imageAUTHOR


      8 years ago

      Thank you Billy Austin Dillon, for coming by!

      If you are interested, the reason why it skips so much time is because of how this character's story was originally created. Mirna is the main character in this story, but in my novel she is a very important side character, and this is most of her backstory. Every other section in my novel is a flash to the past to show what happened to my characters to make them the way they are.

      Everyone who reads my novel always tells me that Mirna should be my main character instead of the lesser of three main characters, so I wrote a short story just for her. Judging by the amount of interest I have received from this short story as opposed to the first chapter of my novel (Inside My Head--The Move), I'd say that it would be a good idea for me to revamp my novel to make Mirna the main character.

      Thank you for reading! Your comment has spurred me on!


    • billyaustindillon profile image


      8 years ago

      Very powerful and inspiring with the ending. I like the style with the 4 year intervals it gives a staccato feel which I think is what you intended - it allows different emotional input too. Great job. I look forward to reading more.

    • ACSutliff profile imageAUTHOR


      8 years ago


      Thank you so much for your emotional response! You've discovered my goal, to capture what real people go through. I tend to write like this, because I had an emotional childhood, but at the same time I know that I had it good compared to so many others who suffer every day like my character, Mirna, in this story. I think people who are sheltered and have 'perfect' happy lives could use a little something to remind them that there is always a silver lining.

      Don't worry! I love happy endings and will never write a tragedy, even if the bulk of the story is sad. To overcome that sadness and be great, that is a true story. :)

      I hope you feel better....


    • lisadpreston profile image


      8 years ago from Columbus, Ohio

      This story is so incredible. I started reading it earlier today but had to stop. The old wounds of my own childhood were surfacing and I couldn't handle the emotions that were stirring inside of me. I did decide to finish it and you certainly captured what many youth and adults go through. I thought for a minute that you had told my story with a few changes. My feelings are kind of raw right now and I am at a loss for words. This was very good.


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