Searching For My Lost World
I Am In My Own Prison
I look as far as my eyes can see
I want to be there
I want to feel the joy of everything I ever dreamed of
I search high and low for all the answers
When all the time the answers were right in front of me
They just were not clear
I had to listen and hear them over and over again
Told to me a different way
I had to see them come to life and talk to me
How could I make this happen ?
Who could I ask for advice ?
Everyone is so busy
Nobody has the time for me
Don't they see my ambition ?
Don't they see my drive ?
I have direction all I need is someone else to help me on my course
No matter what I do I never go far enough
I dream the dream but somehow someway my dreams fade away
I didn't want my dreams to leave and disappear
I want to bring them to life
I want to help others with my dreams so they can prosper too
Don't they see I am trying to help them also ?
Why do I continue if no one else does ?
It is my passion that I cannot hide
I cannot forget no matter how hard I try
I try to be like everyone else and soon I am back where I started
Looking for ways to make my life so much better
What do I have to show for it ?
Not as much as I would have expected after all this time
I am silly I don't feel the greatest
Maybe I am just a little under the weather
But that is not going to stop me now or ever
I will rise with my inner power in hand and feel the energy vibrate through my every thought
I will not spend any more time on what I have lost to get this far
But now I can see what I have and always have had
I just didn't see it and couldn't believe it
I had to find it for myself and be not willing for others to tell me it was something else
I have to build up my own confidence and concentrate on my own abilities.
Many years I have been defeated over and over again
By others who have nothing more than me but I have listened as they have boasted what they can do
In time I have seen them one by one fall victim to their own short comings
Now I break away from the norm
I put myself in a class all of my own
I turn to my writings to start my progress
Then I follow with my actions to seek my direction
I feel so much love and potential in my thoughts
As I move forward to spread my new ideas and deep six all my fears
Life is for the living and Thank God I am still here
Now I share them with those who search for their own true self
To a journey that we can share and be so blessed that we explain to others
How we feel and how to accomplish our dreams that have aluded us in the past
Now we can rejoice and celebrate with the new excitement
The place where we have reached so far and be proud that we can now find our way