Poem: Shattered

My mind slows to a crawl

I rely on you to calm my nerves

I awaken and wonder where you've gone

My mind races back to the night before

My body is parched, yet a force stirs within

I move away from the night and memories of you

I live another day and wonder how

My body thirsts for your calmness

My soul needs this game you and I play

I wonder when enough is enough 

I live each day wondering about the next

My soul shatters, my hands cradle the pieces